You know... after reading Rainiers blog it kind of encouraged me to just... 'write' things out. Not specifically on me, but people in general or certain individuals.
It is odd seeing how much people are suddenly changing quite fast, but I am also an influential person who kind of allows things to happen. I don't really try to stop anybody in their actions because I know its their choice and it will be their lesson to learn. It's starting to become the small little things that are just sticking out that get on my nerves and I just think people should really think about what they are doing. (No I'm not talking about anyone in particular, just the things I've been hearing around lately which is becoming lame.) Anywho, after talking to Lalique that one day I kind of hung out with her she brought it up too. I feel that I've been more self-conscious about me and what I am going through I don't really focus on the people around me. Thats why lately I've been understanding the person I am, and why I am acting the way I do. Now that my focus has switched to everyone around me, I am starting to think I don't know anyone anymore unless they talk to me. I'm not trying to sound 'Miss Grown Up' and all, but goodness people need to suck it up because there are worse things in life and you shouldn't take life for granted. Esp. for those shadey assholes out there... I don't know what is up with you but I just want to slap you right across the face. When Rainier stated that he has changed, I know I have changed too. Not because he said it, but because I do feel/see it. My perspective in life and goals have completely changed and my perception of people have either weakend or grew stronger. I'm not trying to be a preacher, but people should snap back into reality and see what is really important. AND I know some of you reading this may think I am contradicting my point seeing how I am struggling through so much and how I portray my own actions, but I do know what I am doing and how I am feeling. I'm not confused. Yah maybe I do have problems in my life, but if you really think about it don't you dare think yours can compare to mine. Many of you know my issues out there, but you don't see me doing what you're doing anymore. I'm slowly changing and maybe for the better. If you want to become a complete idiot in life and a big ass go ahead because its YOUR life.
Lmao I hope you enjoyed this one Monica! I know you know who some parts go out to babygirl lmao.
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