LOST.

Sorry I haven't written in here for quite some time... my internet has been lame and hasn't let me use its internet D: Very depressing.

Friday: Well I know I did a lot of cleaning in my room and I even washed my car. I did a few errands knocked out. After I went to Nogales to visit Mr. Woodside! I find it funny how David didn't see me with my ninja skill, but I guess that means my skills did work. Mr. Woodside and I were catching up on things and cracking up on jokes. I am glad that I am able to talk to him about anything because it is easier to talk to him about it. Idk why but it is! I was supposed to hang with Fawzi at 330 but I ended up leaving at 415! I felt so terrible because I was so caught up catching up on some thangs. After Fawzi and I did go to Mc Dees and talked a bit! =] Oh how I love and miss him. After we picked up Joshy and headed to my house so I can practice on make up stuff. Then Joshy and I started to catch up on things because I haven't seen or talked to her in forever! D: Lols then Lalique came and I did her make up to practice and Monica and Jeska came a bit after her. I found it quite unusual having a bunch of girls in my room and a guy because I'm used to having a bunch of guys and two girls (monica and i). After we took Joshy home picked up CJ and headed to Church. Prayer Meeting was fun and I didn't do too bad on my solo. Once it ended we stayed for 30 minutes and jetted to my house. Lets say being the care taker isn't so bad. BUT Monica did end my night quite interesting XD

Saturday
Well this was kind of a short but long day. It was kind of hard having a big scheduled time gap between Lalique and Joshy's make up time because I would just lie in my room waiting for like 2 hours after. S'all good everyone ended quite lovely. Joshy gave me the best back rub that I haven't gotten in forever! It helped me feel better cause I felt like crap after discussing something with Monica. BUT ITS OKAY. Monica and I headed to "Brea" but apparently having no internet and bad directions took me to Chino hahahahahaha. I won't lie it wasn't that bad until Carbon Canyon Road. That shit is scary to take BUT fun! Monica kept pointing at things I couldn't look at!! D: S'all good! Eventually after being lost for an hour and a half we got to Brea and ate at BJ's! =] It wasn't as bad as I thought driving freeway and I felt very comfortable on the way home. Monica and I chilled in my room later that night just kind of talking and chillin' and then messed around taking pictures then taking her home. I was surprised that David even called me that night since I don't really hear from him anymore, but it was quite pleasent.

Sunday
I did a lot of things on this day. I had to do some errands and then I went out with Monica. We wanted to print out pictures but nothing went as planned so I was quite irritated that I wasn't able to do that. BUT we went to Mega Video and rented 3 Dvds and got food supplies. We headed to Davids house to practice Monica's song for her choir final! It wasn't as bad as I thought, but I did wish that I had my computer to listen to the parts I kept messing up on. S'all good though. We started to watched Rent and stuff and just chilled on the couches.. Then we picked up Mervin and resumed to our first activity. Lols. It was pretty chill. David gave me expired medication for my illness which is funny to think about now, but at the moment I was about to slaughter him. I had a mean ol' headache and was majorly drowsy. After we watched Havoc which made everyone laugh, but David's mom was cooking so we would have to change some parts of it. Soon we ate some awesome bbq ribs and played some videogames! Dynasty Warriors is always fun to me! =] Love it. Playing with Monica is quite fun though! She was better than Mervin who died really fast while I was all into it! >:[ After we made pazookies and ate it. LOL yuhp just like that. After we wanted to do something else so we went to Shadow Oak and chilled for awhile. We both split up so I was with David the whole time. We were able to talk about a lot of things and kind of made a lot of closure. Though I am still hurt, I know we are in good terms. I love that fool. Even though we're like Best Friends and not taking that word for granted, I am glad I can still be comfortable around him. I was able to make him understand the way I act and etc towards him and he never understood why in the beginning. BUT NOW IT MAKES SENSE. I hate crying around him because I feel like a big wuss but oh well! I made a joke and he actually liked it, though it implicated me agreeing that he was turning into an ass. Our days when we see each other usually goes UP and then DOWN and then back UP and then DOWN... Over and over again, eventually our rollercoaster will stop. Yeah, the fog in our air is still there, but its better than it was before. This is where my road is starting to become difficult and I have to be stronger to get to the other side. I know I whine a lot, but as long as I get by is all that matters to me right now. I love you, & Monica lmao. But no serious.