Changes for the Better

Song: Adele - Make You Feel My Love

What can I say?
I believe once I told Monica everything I felt and how I wanted to make a change... everything has been looking up! I mean its only 2 days, but I can say it's been the best 2 days I've had in forever! I've been seeing Xanthe more lately too which is a pretty tight feeling again! XD I feel more sane whatsoever and I'm glad I still have my friends. I do believe I've been distant with others, but I guess just finding my way in the dark isn't too bad when I have a candle with me. It shows I'm not alone completely.

I don't remember much but I did get a haircut and my nails did! Monica even dyed my hair which was pretty fun/funny =]

Today:
I can say that it went well. Comm's class was pretty chill as usual and I dressed up today for once for school and I did enjoy the compliments. I suppose its because I don't dress up well for school cause I don't really care how I look! Break was fun chillin' with Niko since all I did was my math then kept eating D: Hm.. Math went by faster than usual and quiz was easy/funny everyone didn't know how to do the first problem but I realized it was easier than I thought. I came home and talked with Sia for a bit and then went to Nogales. I enjoyed seeing old faces! =] It wasn't as bad as I thought it would've been. I talked to a few people for awhile and then watched them sing in the Little Theater. Once it ended I talked with Aquino about what to do my speech on for Comm's since I really needed help. I suppose I have to ask Woodside to see which of the choices suits me. I took Jesmond and Fawzi home =] once I arrived home I napped till Monica texted me which happened to be when Flapjack came on! XD Later Xanthe came to my house and needed me to drive her stepmom's car home from whereever I went. So I drove the freeway home alone! =] XANTHE'S SISTER IS SO FUNNY DRUNK I LOVE IT! Some shit that happened seemed painful but whoa! It topped my night for sure! Rb, Nigel, Roland, Dusty, and Amanda came over too and saw what happened bwahhaha! =]

Too be honest I am enjoying my happiness. Though, I may come across some issues along the way I think I can over come it all with help or alone. I feel like this is going to be a better start not only for me, but for 'us'. It isn't easy for me to do, but I think I can make it. I have faith and hope again. =]

I guess once you fall all you need to do is get up and try again when you're ready.