I Ain't Gonna Deal With All The Drama In Your World.

SONG: BabyFace- Sorry for the Stupid Things

Today was quite interesting.

This morning I went to English and it was kind of like whatevers and Philosophy was boring but interesting at the same time. I skipped Math today because I went home early since I felt like shit and drowsy in school. Bus ride was cool listening to Christian songs *tee hee* and texting Monica while she jams out in the choir room bustin' a groove. Once I got home I started to eat a bit of cereal.

I waited till Monica, Jessica, and CJ got out of school and ate at Panera Bread. It was fun doing all these lame drawings and trying to guess what they were! I think they favored my 'puppy' drawing the bestest! XD We made jokes and then went to Staples so I could buy a poster board for school. Then... I also headed to Target. We bought the Pokemon DVD! Bwahahaha. After I took CJ home and Jessica and Monica came over. We were reading some Fmylife stuff and then watched the beginning of Pokemon! I love how we related it to people! =] Soon RB called me and we jetted.

We went to the mall to visit AJ and Co.! I loved seeing him my kuya again! I missed him so! We walked around talked shit, and etc. I even got a good news call! =] I am really happy! After we went to Coconut Bay and ate with them! LMAO IDK just too many funny things happened and coversations aspired among us all! I love how they have my back in the time of need =]. BTW there is a performance at Nogales I hooked AJ up so no worries. IF you like him you'll see him sometime soon! =] I will be there but I don't think half of you give a rats ass. OH well.. GOOD SONG


Dear You,

I know you don't read this because I know you probably don't care anymore. Though I am content with my life and how things are being runned, there are a few things bothering me. I feel that no, you never took me as a person for granted, but your words. I am tired of hearing I am sorry because its just words always being used over and over I just don't believe you anymore. Maybe if you can convince me that what you say has a meaning behind it then fine. I am not complaining, but I wish you understood. Perhaps everything is still new and confusing, but you need to understand that this doesn't only work around you.

Dear You,

Keep your head up and be strong. Learn from your mistakes. Don't worry about what will happen then, because everything now is just chaos. Do whats right for you, not for anyone else. I am trying to help guide you, but I can't do it alone until you know you want it too.

Dear You,

I am sorry I am so distant, I am just so busy. My quarter is ending soon so don't worry we can chill. I love you and miss you.

Dear You,

I know you try your best. BUT. I still think something isn't right. I feel that you are always lying to me or hiding shit from me. I know some things aren't the best to conversate about, but my goodness.

Dear You,

Hi baby I miss you! =] Soon we shall be able to talk, catch up, and chill

Dear You,

I barely see you, but when I do everything is okay. I miss you and love you dearly. Thank you for all you've done for me.

Dear You,

I want to sock you in the face and slap you into reality. I don't know where you get your perception on how you act, but its fucking stupid. You and your friends are starting to piss me off. Life isn't a fucking game on who gets what or who is better. Learn to appreciate the little things than trying to compete with one another. Goodness.