Emotional Rollercoaster

Song: Dead and Gone- Ti ft. Justin Timberlake

Well this morning I woke up Monica to get ready for church but she didn't go anymore LMAO. Jesmond and I were at church and he noticed my indifferentness towards a certain name. It's like everytime he said it, I went from =] to .____. IDK WHY but I did. I find it funny how many times Jesmond realizes that I always tell him 'sh' when I am praying and he keeps saying whoops. YSSUP! hahahahahaha. okay okay well we ran into Gerard and his parents in church and it's nice with the compliments, but I still don't like how I sing. D: Anywho I went to Jack in the Box because I wanted food and I figured Connie was working. We went through the drive thru and waited awhile. Jesmond yelled out, "Connie!" and she said, "Hi may I take your order?" LMAO while I gave my order she kept laughing cause she figured out it was me. After I took Jesmond home.

After an hour I headed to Church for the leader retreat. I was the first one there so I was talking to Brother Alvins kids. They were so amazed I knew the Neopets names and were like "YOU PLAY WITH THEM TOO!" bwahahaha! After Cheyenne, Koko, and Andrew came and I was playing with this stupid IQ thing. Apparently my IQ is low since Gerard said I had to use my 'skills' which I apparently don't have. They all kept asking me how I knew about the choir, then I questioned if it was a good or bad thing. LOL. The leader thing was fun with the games. It was very interesting. During the "I have never/ I have" game. It was so funny when Bro. Alvin said, "I have never had a bf." Alvin, Jesmond, and Gerard ran and Andrew remained sitting down. WE WERE ALL LIKE WHAT?! and he goes.. OH!.. NVM I GET IT! Iono funny =] Gerard tried to only get me to stand up by putting on his jacket, then I took mine off so he wouldn't call me out! >=] Yuhp! After we did a gospel reading and then Sherades. I love how Jesmond is interestingly good at it. After they did impersonations and the one Alvin did was SO FUNNY, but true. Jesmond did an impersonation of Alvin and Gerard did one of me. LOL IDK but I guess they recognize me by my 'dance moves'.

Once I got home I played with Ashton since Aileen and I ended up babysitting. I was hungry for some reason, but we went to toys r us! LOL I was amazed that Ashton was looking for, 'Tito Davd'. Haha I mean it was cute but unusual. Tee hee. I was gonna buy Brawl and Cooking Mama, but IDK! So I resisted. We bought Ashton corndogs =] LOL After awhile I did homework and Hide n Seek for awhile. He's so cute.

Now I am hating the internet. I am so confused about a lot of things right now, but I won't let it tear me down! I gotta get through this