When the Hurricane is Over, We Can Watch the Sky Clear Together

This morning I woke up at 9:45am cause David called me and I was REALLY tired. BUT I ended up cleaning up the christmas decorations along with Rachel and Den. It was fun cleaning and fast. David came over around 12 and we ate for a bit then chilled. It was kind of difficult because it was awkward at first and we did a lot of talking, venting, and etc. I ended up crying a lot, but we settled a lot of our differences which were okay. I mean, at least I finally know the real reasons and so on. He gave me much more motivation to being better and stronger. Though I finally collapsed with sadness.. I can get up again. After we did all that I kind of fell asleep D: We left at 5 pm and scootered to his house with Apa! Hahaha It twas fun no joke. I felt really free going down hill and feeling the speed. I LOVED IT! Though a lot of our plans got kinda skrewed over its all good. When I got there we watched Resident Evil Degeneration. It was pretty good but I can't wait to watch someone play Resident Evil 5 =] hahahah throughout the movie David and I kept saying FOUR! *inside joke with Jesmond & David* After we chilled talked more and slept. It was a good day I can say. I just know I will need time to get over whats been holding us back. Its time to learn and time to move on. =] Thank You David for helping me understand the concept on what is going on and so on and and so forth =] I feel well motivated.

BTW Jesmond IS HILARIOUS

xxshycexpinayxx (11:31:17 PM): a better person
mondsster (11:31:44 PM): step one.
mondsster (11:31:45 PM): # Smile at them. Learn how to have a real smile, and care about people. Learn how to feel compassion when regarding someone.
xxshycexpinayxx (11:32:00 PM): hahahahaha
mondsster (11:32:24 PM): you >:-\ look at me :-*
mondsster (11:32:37 PM): you become >:-)
xxshycexpinayxx (11:32:46 PM): hahahahahahahaa
mondsster (11:33:01 PM): step two
mondsster (11:33:02 PM): Tell them a funny joke. Inside jokes work really well, especially if it is something only between the two of you. Learn how to make them laugh.
mondsster (11:33:08 PM): REMIS!
mondsster (11:33:23 PM): do you want onions? NO I WANT PENIS
xxshycexpinayxx (11:33:46 PM): hahahaha NEXT
mondsster (11:35:42 PM): step 3
mondsster (11:35:43 PM): remis
mondsster (11:35:44 PM): oops
mondsster (11:35:45 PM): lol
mondsster (11:35:48 PM): Find something funny online that you know they'll like and send it to them in an email.
mondsster (11:36:06 PM): check your email sir
xxshycexpinayxx (11:36:20 PM): HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
mondsster (11:36:50 PM): step four
mondsster (11:36:51 PM): Compliment them sincerely. Tell them something you love about them.
mondsster (11:37:32 PM): i love how we can talk about poop for 10 minutes
xxshycexpinayxx (11:38:46 PM): LMAO
mondsster (11:39:39 PM): step five
mondsster (11:39:39 PM): Invite them to do something fun with you. Go bowling, swimming, or something else fun and active.
mondsster (11:40:12 PM): hey, uh i was wondering :-*, if uhm you wanted to go bowling or swimming you know?
mondsster (11:40:13 PM): lol
xxshycexpinayxx (11:40:21 PM): hahahahahaha