Forgive and Forget..

Hmm... Yesterday I didn't feel like I could do much because of how I felt so numb. I ended up cleaning my room like majorly.... and Monica was amazed by how much I did. I tend to match my room to how I feel... For once I felt really empty... so I removed a lot of stuff in my room. I couldn't even do homework cause I felt all sick and stuff. But anywho. I went to the prayer meeting. I kinda was dreading the thought about it because I felt that it was going to be like... last time, but it was different. I had fun cause Monica and Jessica were there. They were making me laugh a lot. But once it came to talk about the gospel and stuff... that guy really got me to listen. It was really funny how he was explain it with his drawings and stuff and then examples and stuff. It was awesome. I found it interesting how what he was talking about was relating to everything I was feeling... anger and forgivness and shiet. iono man iono. but I felt like for once... I knew for sure my prayer was heard. I mean I'm not super religious but it made me feel closer. =] After Connie and I talked for awhile with Monica and Jessica which was fun. Then we watched the band and danced randomly. BUUUUTTT yeah. Aj was really nice for what he had to offer to me. It was sweet. I didn't want to take his offer because I couldn't but he kept insisting. But whatever happens I'll see what I do with those 4. hahaha But yeah I think it'll be cool to have starbucks =]... man o man... iono... I'm tired.. exhausted and I need to get my homework done... D: