For 2 Days

I haven't really blogged SO I SHALL CATCH UP!

SATURDAY
I woke up and I went over to help David with some stuff. We ended up not working on whatever it was I was supposed to help him with LOL. I drove Tita Claudia & David to Albertsons for a few groceries which was kinda fun! :] David and I were stocking up on snacks like no joke... Good stuff though!! We picked up my cousin at his house and then headed off to KFC to buy food for ourselves and my sister. Dropped off food, then headed back to Davids house. We watched Resident Evil Degeneration! Lol it was good, after Justin and David played Starwars Battlefront while I was just napping and online the whole time! I even went with Tita to Mega Video while they were still playing! It was quite nice and funny too! :] One-on-one on Dynasty Warriors was EPIC. Ownage of doooom. We wanted to play Halo at Justins house, but when we got there... there was a black out D:.... We ended up going to Albertos and eating at my house! Lol, I found it fun watching Game Trailers and walk throughs for a couple of hours until I got really really sleepy. I fell asleep on David while they remained watching till 1 AM O: Took everybody home then sleep of dooom!

SUNDAY
I woke up really early for church! I had to wake up Monica and Justin to get ready and whatevers. I was a couple of minutes late for the practice but thats okayy. I kinda "warned" Justin and Monica to hang outside but they went inside and ended up singing with us hahaha! Mass was fun, and I do love singing during mass.... too bad we don't do them a lot D: We found David's Mom at church so it was fun talking to her after mass :] Jesmond found Lalique so that was cutes! :] I miss my Girlfriend lover D: hahaha no homo... well sounds like it hahaha! Hrm. After Justin, Monica, and I ate at my house and watched the Hanna Montana Movie as we waited for David to finish up his chores. It was cool, I was able to finish up some stuff in my house that I needed to get done :] We left for David's house and chilled for a bit. Then left to pick up my cousins Xbox controller :] THANKS RYAN AND FAWZI! We played Halo which was FUNNN!!! Monica and I were like weird playing cause we had this odd thing of saying hello to each other when we spawn in the same area. Then we played Mortal Combat VS DC. It ended up just being Justin and David because they were like... pwning the whole time... and then David played the story mode on his own too. Pretty cool pretty cool. I got cranky cause it was SOO hot... D: until I woke up to realize I fell asleep for awhile... o: We got Albertos again and ate there. Dropped off Monica and then Justin and David played L4D Live and Halo Live which looked kinda fun. I would've played if I were good, but we all know I am not. I'd rather play with friends than people I do not know... o: hahaha Oh well I took David home and we remained texting about Futurama till we went to bed.

Today..

Didn't do much, clean a bit, rest, chill :]
Church Practice at 7PM or whatevers. TIS ALL

I Shall Update Later BUT

i think i might actually pull through with the next tattoo, but i have to make sure its set and done before i make everything final and tat on.

simple.. and small.. :]

monica. you know what i am talking about

LadyDate&MusicSpeaks!

Well today went obviously fantastic!
I had a lunch date with Lalique @ Panera Bread which was cutesies! We were just catching up on a lot of stuff and having our "homo" moment as usual! I am glad she likes Panera though :] I wanted our chillage to last longer but... it didn't.. D: I LOVE YOU LALIQUE TO DEATH!

After I was driving around like a maniac... I picked up Moinca from Nogales and talked with David for a bit. Then I dropped her off at her house... waited at CVS for Fawzi... brought him back to his place to pick up camera... picked up Aileen... then Monica! I love how I memorized the directions to Music Speaks so I felt kinda proud! :] I think Monica enjoyed the fact I drove freeway the whole time wompwomp! We first didn't know where the hell we were going until I turned around. Worked hard by setting up shirts, tables, cds, and etc. Kinda fun! Monica and Fawzi got lucky cause they got their tickets a bit cheaper and didn't have to wait in the heat! :] I talked most with Amanda and Carissa since I was working with them too! :] It was cool meeting new people that I was working with and all that jazz. I saw a lot of musicians that I loved! WOMPWOMP! Backstage was kinda fun too! Pizza of dooom!!!! Selling shirts and cds weren't that bad. I was selling Aj's and Jennifer Chungs stuff! I wanted to buy Jennifers stuff but she left after she performed... JR's song was AMAZING.... Gabe bondoc did FANTASTIC TOO! First show I've seen Aj perform! :] It was great! The JuiceBox song and Little Piece of Home always gets to me... D: Jennifer Chungs song makes me like... o: GEEEZ I love her.. I wanted to get her effing CD FML. LMAO. I was selling her stuff too damnit wth is that. When I took a break backstage in the dance room, I turned the corner to find QUEST!!! They were just messing around the whole time but my face was just like.. O: hahah no joke... it was awesome!!! Their performance was awesome!! When I watched Gabe I sat next to Passion since we were on the staff side of the room... ;] Yup it was fun selling, advertising, and running around like a mad woman! It twas fun!! Thanks Monica and Fawzi for going. Sorry I wasn't there with you guys the whole time. I only sat with you guys for the last show which was Quest! I love you though and I am glad you guys had a blast there! At the end I was with the staff and performers just talking and then I met up with Fawzi and Monica and they looked well content with their pictures :] I drove the freeway back home and we went to take a quick stop at Denny's for some grubbing then back home! I am tired like no joke!

Thank you again for the pictures Fawzi!

I love my family

I visited Nogales with Kyle in the morning! "helped" out in the choir room with Aquino for awhile LMAO we fail. We kept giggling and trying not to be loud.. but we were....... o: hahaha it was fun singing with everyone!!! Chambers got smaller, but I won't lie I think there is potential in the group. A lot of returning members, strong vocalists and stuff.. but I have faith in them. I think I might take Aquino on that running on the track with him thing.. might be fun!?! hahaha Kyle and I were singing in the office and rummaging through his stuff while he was with Senior Seminar and whatevers... 4th period we went off to Woodsides! I miss that guy! We were trying to catch up on some stuff and making jokes! Kyle got me to fail twice in that class but I'll keep that on the downlow. It twas nice seeing Nikki since I don't normally see her or talk to her that much! :] I felt like something was.. 'awkward' in that class.. not intentionally me making it awkward... just... the idea... Hrmm.. eyes. Oh well I do my best and I am not trying to start anything. If anything I wanna "talk things out", but Idk if I am in that phase with whomevers yet. Went into 5th period with Kyle and we were talking to CPO's and the new vice principals hahahha it was funny cause they were all yelling at the kids and talking to us all nicely! I LOVE IT! Did some singing in the choir room which was quite dandy I must add! :] From 5th - Lunch I believe our group of singing just accumulated! We were singing past music and IT WAS AWESOME! I miss them dearly! It was nice conversating with Alek I must add. We were talking about old jokes we had and songs we did. :] Womp womp! David, I can't help but smile everytime you smile and I see your braces! I must say.. KYLE IS RIGHT!! wompwomp! I had to leave after lunch cause I went to San Diego with my sisters and cousins and den! Rachel: "Val get GRASS... i mean... Gas, and Grant..." It was funny! The whole ride there I just fell asleep.. no joke. We parked my car in a plaza and transferred into Den's car when we got there. Went to Mission Beach next to Belmont Park! It was fun and refreshing! Sadly my legs were stinging or irritated cause I had cuts so I had to stop D: For the remainder I was just texting David every now and then, then talking with Grant, taking candid pictures for Moji, eating ice cream, sunset, and etc! Pretty chill!! I had Pho after which made me full really fast which was weird cause I always finish... =/ LOL Sorry David for not telling you if I got... Shrimp or Brisket... that was funny... "Is... brisket... bread?" lolololol :] What else... I slept again on the ride home... got home.. chilled... showered... had my short phone convo which I always enjoy... texting the Mon @ night... Fawzi chatting and much more! :]


I am excited for tomorrow... working at Music Speaks (AJ's Show)
Monica, Fawzi, & Aileen shall be attending while I work :]

cause i have a feeling you might read this

what did i do... hm?

don't hate when you don't see it from my view

A Fantastic Day :]

Well the morning was a bit interesting. Moji called me to pick him up from Ryan's house so I did... at like... 6AM. o: I went to sleep and had a really weird ass dream I would only talk to Monica about! LOL UHM... I went to say bye to my Lola since she came back from the hospital and moved in to my Ate Meg's house because of this major incident that was going on... o: I went home and slept again... I felt really.. "shitty"... bleh. I picked up Monica and had many gay moments at my house. Failed beach plan but I think tomorrow I am going to Santa Monica.. Hm. We watched videos... ate Jack In the Box... more videos... texting and twittering of doom... nap time. After all that in my house around 630 - 8 we were at the Village chilling with AJ and co! Wompwomp! It twas fun! We were playing the clothes pin game the whole time... Josh pwn'd Scott big time!! Everyone has my clothes pin so I need to buy some more! :] I am going to be working in the merch. section during Music Speaks for AJ! :] COOOL fun fun fun. I am paying for Monica to get in, but that'll be fun! We met JR Aquino or... "he met us" HAH. Met cool people and had a BLAST! Went home. Then family, monica, and i went to get KOGI! We were in line for like everrrr.... BUT we had a lot of good laughs, giggles, jokes, and etc! I dropped off David some food and chilled with him for a bit! Mister looks cute with braces :]]]]]]] TIS ALL!

1 Year Death Anniversary

RIP Daddy, I really miss you dearly... I will always love you dearly... Oh how I wish you can see me now... someone new... with a little bit of old... but remaining with the same undying love...

I woke up hella early this morning for the 7 AM mass @ St. Lorenzo. I sat with Aileen, Moji, and Justin. As always I learned a lot in mass, and felt more connected with God because I felt at ease once again. My Uncle Roman is a classic :] We headed out to Panera Bread for breakfast which was quite delightful... yummy food and loudest people in the room whatsoever! No shame, love the family as always. Went home and took Justin home. I got a tad bored so I curled my hair for fun again hahaha. Did a bit of texting with Monds and Lalique :] it twas fun and nice. Visited my Daddy and prayed... then after we ate some bomb spaghetti and cheese bread! :] I picked up David from Nogales after awhile and we chilled at my house until Monds, Lalique, Fawzi, and Dom started to come in! :] It was fun playing Mafia together! Everyone was just getting mad, laughing, giggles, and much more! Davids' poker face was intense... I can never tell wth he is trying to pull in this game.. so manipulating. Our last round was sooo funny cause we put in 2 killers and LALIQUE SOLD ME OUT! HAHAHA I still love her dearly!! Everyone had their classic moments... like Justin rubbing the card on his body... Dom spilling lotion in my purse.. Lalique getting the same card.. Everyone blaming Fawzi first.. and etc! They all kept eating popsicles and stuff hahaha. Lalique and Dom left... and we progressed to eat lunchies/dinnerish. Took Justin to Mt. Sac. and more food, more chillage, more fun! I love my family. We prayed, played cards with the cousins, eat more food, and then SWIMMING! Monds, David, and I went swimming which was really fun actually! We played water polo, dodgeball, holding breath game, and etc! It was funny/dangerous when Justin jumped and shit and fell on the floor cause it was wet! We were all like O: hahahaha Swimming was fun and I loved it. I was such an epic fail trying to change in my room in the dark. Since my damn light burned out... D: FML. We ate more and then soon we had to divide! I took David to CVS to buy stuff and then back to his place for awhile. Chilled. Played something. and Stuff. It was chill and yeah. The cat that jumped on my car.. o: lmao! niceee.... Anywho... today wasn't an epic fail, It had a lot of good moments and just a few bad ones!

Lalique, I am excited for our L.D!!! :] It's gonna be cutes!! We should dress up and what not! :]]


Everyone that came today thank you and for those who couldn't make it I know you had good intentions and still had the burning love inside you all day to show respect! ILY!!

& for those who goes back to school

thanks for a great summer vacation! yet i am still on my vacation, but it was fun!


Today I went to Kyle's Surprise Going Away party which was fun and enlightening! Good food, good company, played "spoons" er forks and Mafia! It was really fun! Love it love it love it!

Since I feel like nobody knows whats going on in my life anymore I kind of debated whether or not I should blog about it or not. But I guess I just want to keep in the middle and whomever I tell I'll tell whenever I feel like it or when the time is right.

This Summer I can say I had a blast with everyone I spent time with. I always enjoyed company, random events, singing, outtings, and family parties. Chillage with the besties were always the greatest. Emotionally everyone knows I went through a high tide of them throughout Summer because I am/was so unstable with myself. (sorta) I have my good and I have my bad. I ponder upon the bad and realize some of it was brought upon me because of whatever, but I never meant to do anything intentional. I believe thats where people get the wrong side of me. I am me, and I make mistakes like I said over and over, but I never mean to hurt others. People now, are talking shit about me saying whatever they like about me and hating me for whatever reasons, but at the same time I want to say I don't give a shit. I do but I don't. I only care cause I know I didn't do anything wrong, and I don't because its stupid and why bother messing with a lame reason to start a fuss? So as I ignore that side of that tracks, I am merely enjoying the other side. I am well content, calm, chill, and at peace. I'm just doing what makes me happy and finding myself. I can say somethings are looking up and I need to tell Lalique a bunch of stuff but I need to find some time into that o: So overall.... I AM HAPPY & LEAVING DRAMA OUT. :]

i suck at updating now

a lot has happened.
a lot has changed.

i can't keep up with this
because i fail to remember

BUT

everything has been going swell

Picking UP the Pieces

a lot has been going on the good and bad
i am somewhat enjoying where all this bad
is leading me... into i feel like something good.

LALIQUE we need an update of doom o:

dropping EVERYTHING.

with this whole stupid situation.


I love my family and I love my besties.


Thank you David & Mervin for our chillage & Ryan,Lyss,&her sister for playing scene it

Adventure! kinda.

I cleaned in the morning with the family which was kind of nice. Aileen and I washed the big dogs outside, then I watered the grass, moved stuff around, & etc. I picked up Monica and we talked about stuff as we went to Jack in the Box then headed to Nogales to drop her off. I came home and kept cleaning a bit then called up David. I ended up going to his house and we had a very... emotional talk about something going on. I am somewhat still sad, but not at the same time. Hm. I am glad though we talked a lot out cause it makes us feel much better.. I went home to get ready for a damn 'interview' but failed. A lot of... mis-something happened hahaha. I came to to do the prayer at my house which was fine, then did some cleaning again. I took a quick nap. Hm.. Later Sonny and I went to Target to look at v-necks and random stuff they had at the store. He ended up buying a ball for Mocci (his dog), and then we walked to Pet Smart. Its weird knowing they sell crickets... o: We found the "Oscar" Ball which is hilarious. Fish is kinda fun to look at... hm. Soon traveled to Fresh&Easy then Staples.. "Hi, I'm Gay." hah. joke. anywho... walked to Wendy's and ate there and talked a bit about stuff. Soon travelled to Albertsons and bought Poptarts and played with the toys there! Soon my Mom called me home cause she was alone.. so Sonny & I decided to switch cars! Man I kinda enjoy driving his car o: Puahaha he said I can drive it next time we hang out! Wompwomp! alright! :] We chilled at my house and was working on something that took forever! Still never finished, but we worked on it for 3-4 hours? Sam and Kristina came over too! :] Puahaha, we were watching Family Guy at the same time and talking about stuff again. Soon we started to webchat with Kyle! It twas nice it twas nice. A lot to do before my Dad's Memorial! :] Kinda excited by a lot

Updating of DOOM

Monday

I picked up David from school & hung out with him at my house. I really missed that guy. :[ It makes me sad to see him sad... Hmph. After I remained online and texting the whole time. Did some cleaning and then headed off to Irvine Spectrum with Raquel and Aileen! It was chill and fun. Red velvet of doom?! hahaha... We were degreasing my kitchen for like 2 hours.. and Monds helped out for 15-20 minutes I believe. Nice carr sirr. Womp womps..!

Tuesday

I did the recycles in the morning which were kinda cool cause now I have more monies for Disneyland next week! :] I chilled a bit at home I believe and then Lalique, Monds, and her brother came over! Lalique and I did a lot of catching up while the boys went swimming first! It was really nice to be honest :] I always miss that girl!!! Prayer was really funny >.< I can't believe Rachel burnt her prayer thing.... Went swimming with LJD which was fun! They're cutes! Lol I had a massive texting of doom which was kinda cutes. :] Sonny & I planned a day to just chill and hangs! womp womp

Wednesday

I woke up to LaliqueBaby calling me :] Baby thanks for calling me :] It means lots even though you know.. hahaha.. David randomly asked me to take him to school.. so I did and whatevers. It was cool I suppose.. didn't really do muchs. I cleaned around the house and then I rented the movie Sonny & I were gonna go watch on Blu Ray! I went over and kinda got lost for like 2 min then I remembered where I was going. I should stop singing outloud in the car with the windows down.. o: Hah. We chilled and watched 2 movies and Man vs. Wild! Good couple of hours just chilling! Food was yummies :] Mocci kept attacking me throughout the day which was cutes but I was in pain when he jumped on my boobs D: hahaha Hmmm I fell asleep before we left for prayer meeting practice. It was chill there too. Came home to clean the kitchen sink or underneath it which wasn't too bad.... LOTS TO THINK ABOUT HM HM HMMM

Another Dandy Day :]

Well yesterday I had a good time at LSS! Good experience and thank you Monds and Jojo for going! It really meant a lot to me! :] After Jojo, Sonny, & I went to mass at 5 PM which was pretty cool. We went to my house and ran some errands which was fun because we were roaming around PetSmart! :]]] Jojo was amazed with the fishes! Puahaha! After we went to play tennis @ WHS! Yay it was fun and I think I got better. Sonny was helping me play better or what I needed to do better. Apparently my backhands are much better than my forehand or whatevs. Haha. Wompwomp. We played till 10 I think? Went home and KNOCKED OUT!

Today... was XANTHES BIRTHDAY! & MY LOLAS!!!! I feel bad cause I wasn't able to attend my best friends party but I was there for my Lola! :] Party was really good actually like.. really good. I got really close with Kristine at the party cause we were like singing together the whole time and making jokes and I kept ruining all her songs cause I was echoing with the other mic haahahhaha Hmmm Danced with my other cousins and played with Ashton! :] My Tito Roman took me home after cause we were just chilling in the car talking about cars and what I should buy! Hahaha! :]]] Everyone came to my house to pray for my daddy which was cool! LOL Thanks Justin for massaging my back! :] wompwomp! hahaha After the prayer I went out with Sonny to In n Out and we were there for quite some time talking and chilling. It was cool. Walked around to PetSmart (closed), Khols (closed), then we migrated across the street to CVS and bought stuff.. or I did.. hahahaha :] It was really fun just messing around in there the whole time! :] Good day. I went home by 10 and then I just came home to talking to my Lola since she is spending the night :] Awesome! Right now I am talking with Monica, David, & Sonny

LSS

A lot of good things happened i shall update it laterrr

Maybees (updated) with pictures

I woke up really late with a BIG hangover & it was also the start of dooms day. I couldn't really do anything cause I felt like shit. When I finally did get out of bed, I ran into my Uncle which I don't really see at my house cause... of certain things. It was nice. I was in and out of bed.. hm. Then, we had a prayer at my house for my Daddy which was really nice honestly. I disliked the fact my Mom and Rachel tried to make me feel bad about stuff, but I just sat there quietly taking it all in. I talked with Sonny after trying to plan out our day kinda. After I headed to pick up Grant & Justin and headed to Banana Bay. Still texting and loving the family company! :] I do enjoy Asthon & Ivan! Cuties! Justin was so funny when he got his food cause he was so disappointed, but oh well. After I went home and cleaned the lights in my house for a good couple of minutes. Sonny & I did a run to find where to play tennis and ended up going to Walnut High School. Monica and Jesmond came along too! :] Good "practice"... I was out of my zone, but it was cool! Chilled at my house & watched Autopsy! Did more chillin', TV, talking, jokes, Mc Dees till 330AM :] I love it! Let the good times keep rolling in...

"Hit It Hard Then Pull Out!" - Sonny

Well I just had a dandly ol' time!
Lets see... I saved Icky's & Jeska's day yesterday! I took them to Nogales so Icky can fix things on the Senior wall so Jeska and I hid and talked for awhile. After we picked up CJ and then went to Aloha! :] We soon ran to my house to pick up my tennis racket then headed to Creekside Park. Icky and I ate a bit then played with Cj & Jeska. Sonny soon arrived and we played girls vs boys! :] Good game. After it was 1-on-1 with Sonny which was pretty good I think. We got lazy in playing in the middle. We played from 4-6ish. Cj had to leave and then we transported to Shadow Oak Park where we played tennis! We played doubles Sonny & I vs Jeska & Icky! :] He helped me fix my serves cause I kept doing this weird shit. And our highfive fails. Hmmm game was good I am surprised Monica can see the ball when blind! :] hahahahaha Jeska was soo cute! Puahahaha they got to experience the lazy me in doubles..! :] PUAHHA SUCKA 1-on-1s I did much better cause I "had" to focus hahahahahaha. That mexican guy was pissing me off no joke. ._. oh welps. we played from 6ish-almost 9 :] Good times. After... we split up and Icky and Jes went to my house and showered and got ready for Raquel's countdown! It was fun being with family and Icky and Jes! I ended up calling Sonny after awhile, which I asked permission to first, and we talked the whole time till I got home... then till I fell asleep... 4 hour conversation on the phone... I haven't had that in a LONG ASS TIME. S'all good. Thanks Sonny for managing to stay on the phone and not falling asleep on me like most people do... yet I fell asleep for 5 minutes. o: GOOD TIMES....... I FEEL SO FREAKING GREAT NO JOKE.

NEXT DAY PLAN
PRAYER FOR MY DAD
TENNIS/VOLLEYBALL AGAIN WITH SONNY & WHOMEVER
RAQUELS DINNER? IF I MAKE IT IN TIME....
CHILL WITH SONNY & ICKY AND WHOMEVER?

Just Highlights of Each Days..

cause it's been awhile.
and I am forgetting D:


Friday

Went to Laliques for Pitz Bday Party
VLFJ moments :]
Met Alex
A lot of Laughs and singing
4 chord fail
I miss/missed Lalique
Prayer Meeting with Monica
Late Night Convos w. Sonny

Saturday

Cleaned backyard and inside
Pizza of Doom
Hung out with Monds
Went to Black Box practice
Arrived early played games with Monds
Sonny came and played with us
Practice was short
Rode with Dexter in his fun car to Long Beach
Arrived at Rhythm Lounge
Chilled with Monds & Sonny
Watched performances
Sang and performed (interesting stuff happened)
More watch performance with Monds and Sonny
A lot of texting
Sonny randomly scaring me
Dexter, Chevy, Kris dancing around me drunk
Weird rapper dude.
Some good black girl sang
ALLURE performance was cool
Headed home around 140am
Ate at Yoshi with the group
Headed home
More texting
More late night convos

Sunday

Hmmm..
Leftovers of Doom
LSS Music Practice with Monica
Vocal Warm ups of Doom (i cant be serious with moncia)
Chillage with Gerard Sonny Connie Koko
Watched TV played games
Sonny and Gerard wrestling and spanking each other
Shrimp Of DOOM
awkwardness
no corn
chillage at my house
singing songs about Monica
CVS
late night convos

Monday

Took Monica to school
Visited Aquino
Carwash Fail
Kidnapping Jojo
Stealing Juco
In n Out
Chillage at my house
Catching up
OTH & OC
Ben & Jerrys
Curling Hairs
Pictures
Facebook convos and texting of doom
Picked up Jucos Dadd
Albertos of doom
Chilled at my house
Picked up Jojo
Chilled more
Juco left
Went swimming
Dropped Jojo & Monica home
Still texting of doom

i shall update... later

Rollercoaster Day o:

Today was interesting. Yet again.

I had a dandy time in the afternoon with Monica.
Stumbled across with some drama I haven't had since like... High School. -___- BlackBox Practice was actually really fast and easy :] After we just jammed, chilled outside for like 3 hours infront of Dexters House and he wasn't there.... chilled around Sonny's car. Took a bunch of pictures. Monica is spending the night! :] regardless the drama. It was good.

(other pictures later)

monica is sleepy... and i am currently writing about her and she doesn't know o: hahahahahah i wonder where she put her glasses... they were on her face a second ago... =/ LOL!