Waiting for the Transition

I can say December will be my last month with it for now before I transfer myself out of this blogging site. I might migrate here and there maybe, but for right now I feel like last year has taken its toll on me and once the New Year starts I shall leave the past where it belongs and move on.

On a brighter note, if anyone cares, I have been deeply happy. I know I have been MIA in a lot of peoples lives lately, but I've been doing my own thing for awhile. It takes me away from the stress, and shows me there is more to life than being down all the time. I owe it to certain people for that. For one, everyone knows Sonny has been keeping me company a lot and if no one knows, we are officially together. I am surprised how well he is treating me cause when I look back, everyone really treats me like trash or makes me feel bad about myself, and that's not how its supposed to work. I feel good in my skin and I feel like I have "a new beginning" - as Teddy Flor says. The other person I owe it to is Lalique. Even though we barely see or talk to each other, we do check up on each other. I love how she randomly calls me or texts me and makes me feel all gay. Regardless, I know that I am able to open up to her like my younger sister. Aside the rest is of course my Family. Even though we are not the greatest or stable family, we have great moments together. I am never treated fairly, but I still love them regardless because I can count on them for my smiles.

I can't seem to get enough of how happy I am. I feel like I do not need to do as much because I am living the simple life finally. Everything I want to do. I try not to make things complicated because it really rips the joy out of what can be great later in the future. I don't need surprises or anything expensive because I don't feel its important. But when it is shown, it does have its meaning behind it :]

If anyone tries to take this away from me then 'Suck It'. For awhile I have been able to drain and let go of a lot of unnecessary drama that I do not need in my life. Ever since I handle my problems more differently than I did last year, there has been less bickering around. I just either let myself grow from it or others grow from what had happened. Positive or Negative. Drama will always be right around the corner waiting to tackle you down when you're not looking. I've been trying to keep that aware because I always remember what Mr. Woodside taught me in Psyc- "When you feel like you are high on life; look out because someone will cut you down."

Either way, I am happy. Finally.

For those of you I have neglected, I will apologize for my actions, but I will not apologize for my reasonings. When people hurt me, I am not afraid to look the other way. In a sense, learn from your mistakes. I know I am not perfect and I make mistakes too, but in a processes, there is always a lesson to be taught. Whomever is reading this and is a good friend, you should know how I am already. I still wonder why people would push my boundaries around.

What have I been doing lately?

Mostly hanging out with Sonny.
Playing videogames
Watching Family Guy
Texting
Going out
Church
Home
Clean

Upcoming Events:
12/15 - Christmas Party with CSULA and a few Mt. Sac
12/21 - VLFJDK Christmas Reunion Dinner
12/24 - Family Christmas Party/ Laliques Birthday/ Christmas Eve
12/25 - Christmas (no Family Christmas Party :[ )

(I know I am forgetting A LOT, but... if I forgot something I planned with you PLEASE tell me.)




I love life.




Daddy I Miss You Dearly