& for those who goes back to school

thanks for a great summer vacation! yet i am still on my vacation, but it was fun!


Today I went to Kyle's Surprise Going Away party which was fun and enlightening! Good food, good company, played "spoons" er forks and Mafia! It was really fun! Love it love it love it!

Since I feel like nobody knows whats going on in my life anymore I kind of debated whether or not I should blog about it or not. But I guess I just want to keep in the middle and whomever I tell I'll tell whenever I feel like it or when the time is right.

This Summer I can say I had a blast with everyone I spent time with. I always enjoyed company, random events, singing, outtings, and family parties. Chillage with the besties were always the greatest. Emotionally everyone knows I went through a high tide of them throughout Summer because I am/was so unstable with myself. (sorta) I have my good and I have my bad. I ponder upon the bad and realize some of it was brought upon me because of whatever, but I never meant to do anything intentional. I believe thats where people get the wrong side of me. I am me, and I make mistakes like I said over and over, but I never mean to hurt others. People now, are talking shit about me saying whatever they like about me and hating me for whatever reasons, but at the same time I want to say I don't give a shit. I do but I don't. I only care cause I know I didn't do anything wrong, and I don't because its stupid and why bother messing with a lame reason to start a fuss? So as I ignore that side of that tracks, I am merely enjoying the other side. I am well content, calm, chill, and at peace. I'm just doing what makes me happy and finding myself. I can say somethings are looking up and I need to tell Lalique a bunch of stuff but I need to find some time into that o: So overall.... I AM HAPPY & LEAVING DRAMA OUT. :]