recapping without really remembering much

well lately things have been looking up and i have been getting back into the swag of things. i have been enjoying the time around me and whatevers. i didn't write for awhile cause i was actually sick in bed and didn't really do much actually. i remained home and i would go out to go buy some stuff if i needed to buy something if i needed to. i kind of spent a lot of time just texting around a lot and i didn't mind it what so ever because it helped me get used to my phone a bit :] ive been taking care of a dog named sula for a bit in my house and its been somewhat of a burden when the dog isn't trained so its been giving us a hard time. yet she has found 'companionship' within me for the past two days or so... so its pretty cool i guess. life is still the same, nothing much has changed, still miss the usually people i love dearly, so on and so on. i am starting to hit the gym again and i am helping choreograph NHS choir musical, Grease. I am pretty excited cause it'll be fun & it is somewhat a job. :] i've been webchatting with kyle for awhile but i enjoy it a lot because i do miss him. its really funny to say the least. i hung out with monds and fawzi taking pictures on top of the nut just for a bit. though i was still sick then. D: sokay though it was quite fun and an interesting experience. i soon started to hang out with monica today and had pasta with her :] redyed my hair and everything. church is church, random drama, but getting by. i love it when i have my unexpected times with lalique because its always interesting and we always have something to say and always catch up on what we need to do! BTW we need to plan the double :] puahahaha! ive been texting tart a lot more and its cool, but i make sure i give him his space when hes out with his friends, doing hw, or cleaning. its kinda funny how we haven't seen each other for like a few days and we both agreed that it felt like forever! i miss that guy though :] hrmm... yeah i can't wait for my weekend. i know its gonna be fun at least! :] i have a lot to look forward to! saturday with friends playing games, ivans party, singing at church for 3o min, then back to ivans. etc. sunday movies with tart :] yeah i guess i can say i just like being with my friends even though i don't get a lot of it. i miss them a lot but i will always love them regardless how bad things may get. we always find a way to overcome the obstacles we face and thats what i love about my friendships with these guys. i can say my week hasn't been so bland because at the same time i was able to at least share some moment with them all even if it was so little. i apologize i can't simply remember what i would write about like... day by day kind of thing, but i am too tired to actually figure that all out right now and i don't really plan to. all i can say... whatever happens... happens. i still believe everyone has good in them and their paths in life will become clearer once we figure out where we really want to go. so far i am still lost, but i dont mind being stranded because i know i am not alone. i still love all of my besties and my main4 a lot. and tart... all i can say/do is.. :]



btw sorry this is so long