I feel there is just too much going on in my mind. I try to let it all out, but some I feel is better if I kept it secluded in the back of my head. I am not sure what I want to do with my life anymore. I want to persist on so much, but in reality you can only do so little. I feel a clash of happiness and sadness that I don't know what to do anymore. I've never felt so lost between the subjects of friendship, relationship, love, lust, family, friends, work, trust, & etc.
I am just questioning so much and wondering where it will all lead. I want my answers, but no one will give them to me. Perhaps without all these distractions, mess, confusion, and etc. life would be boring and useless. If I turn around and go back, I know that I have to make some sacrifices of the life I live now. I can't have everything I want, but no one can. I feel so trapped and lost. BLAH.I can finally say, "I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT."
I'm not upset, I just don't know what I am doing anymore with all this. I wish I wasn't so confused with everything.
I got to admit, I think I enjoying being 'alone'. at the current moment.
-it doesn't mean anything until you press it and see it run down.
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