Oh Dear.

Today was aite. I still love talking to Rainier in the car =] puahahaha!
Sociology was whatevers. I texted Mei every now and then and took notes kinda except I ended up drawing in class which kinda turned out cool. Turned in my paper... lol yuhps. I left class early though cause I wasn't "feeling it".

Waited for Monica after school and we got yummy crepes! Thank you thank you! We then stopped for Jesmond except we ended up staying in school. Sadly, my weird mood swings started to occur so it wasn't that great to have... =/ I saw Claude, David, Abby, CJ, Kyle, Xanthe, Celine, and etc at school which was cool. I ended up crying for awhile after talking to Kyle but then talking to Lalique made me much better. I love you baby girl! Then I was still kinda "feeling gay" so when I ran into Xanthe my day got MUCH better =]...

Went to dinner with Franz which was quite fun! We caught up on some things and hes going with me tomorrow to visit Mr. Woodside and then put on my license plate on my car. =] Pretty dope!

Though I still kinda feel retarded and unhappy... but I am trying to get by... @ least I have some stuff to look forward to this week and next week actually...

Tomorrow: Woodside, Festival
Saturday: RainierMonica&Ace?, Xanthe? lmao
Sunday: Church, Study with Mei?
Next Saturday: Disneyland with Kyle

Move Along... =]

Oh The All-American Rejects how you speak to me at this moment.


Today was quite interesting. I woke up unsure about a lot of things, but I persisted on getting ready for school anyways. I greatly enjoy my conversations in the car with Rainier and I love sleeping in Gilberts car! =] Math class was a big bore, but I guess I learned... I was gonna ditch and go to Rainiers lecture... ionos. I think the reason I didn't go was cause I had a cramp on my foot and Lec Hall was FAR. Bwahahah. English was great as always though =] Very informative and intersting, a bit out of the norm cause she lost her paper of topics to talk about... but yeah. =]

Bus ride home was boring.

Home... it was alright ate lunch and then I went to Nogales to talk with Mr. Woodside about my paper for Sociology. After I finished my paper in his class, we proceeded to watch youtube videos! LOL people were like surrounding my Macbook to watch whatever we were watching XD
After I worked my way to the choir room and talked with people I haven't spoken to in forever! I loved it! =] It was nice to see Aquino again too! Been awhile. Blarghs.

Now I feel kind of restless and annoyed. Angry, confused, but I plan to keep my head up no matter what. =] But yeah.... I hope my paper is good.

& I made it home alive =]

lmao. so today was quite interesting actually and lovely!

In the morning Rainier and I were kind of 'venting' to one another and I found it hilarious the shit we say about certain things =] Lets run that bitch over! When Niko came, I was scared as hell cause he kept talking bout how he lost his ipod and driving all kinds of crazy. Seriously I was really scared. O_O We arrived at school and Rainier and I kept cracking MORE jokes and shit. During sociology class Rainier knocked out and I played with his ipod touch. ITS FUN! =] I need one for boreduhm! I also was texting Mei in class even though she didn't sit too far from me. We had a really good conversation though through texting I gots to admit! =] brought back old times! After class Mei walked me towards the bus stop and we just kept talking and talking it was really nice actually =] I miss that girl! Bus ride home was really nice too. I kept smiling at people like a crazy person though. I bought myself some food and went home. I did a bit of homework kind of and then knocked out will 5. I woke up did more homeworks then more internet.. =/ pretty much my day! but yeah I accomplished stuff due tomorrow... my mind is just not functioning well enough to do my soc. paper for some odd reason. I know what i want to write, just not coming out right... BLAH.

Tired, but Happy

Today school wasn't too bad. Math was pretty chill and English was great as always =] we watched Fight Club a bit and stuff. Rainier had fun "fighting" while waiting for Niko. Bwahahaha

When I got home I continued reading my Helen Keller book. It's getting good, but then my eyes are too tired I can't keep up. =[ OH well at least I am enjoying the book and I am almost at where I want to end. =]

I picked up Monica after school and we ate Pho! Tried to brighten her day so I just sang to her a lot.. and a lot!

I fell asleep trying to read today... then I was awaken to David. We kept yelling on the phone because we were terrible at communicating through a static phone.

I picked up David at school and hung out with him at his house. It was fun and chill =] Thanks man. I didn't expect to be there till 11 though O= bwahaha. Good times.


"It's okay to say you miss me." - DH

A Moment To Freeze Time

Yesterday was really fun actually. Jesmond came with my family to visit my Daddy again and then we ate at Ruby Tuesday's =] lol Rachel and Den were hilarious! Bwahahaha After we picked up Monica and watched Obsessed which was quite a good movie! Woot! We chilled at my house for a bit and took pictures... then we went to Denny's... Damn lady took forever but nonetheless it was fun. At my house we made a video which is O_O hahhahaahhaha okay. Tis all I love em

Today Church with Jesmond. It twas pretty cool and chill =] We had a good talk though it was kinda hard to talk about some stuff but I think I'm getting used to it slowly =]

Now... Lunch for my cousin... then HOMEWORK

- Finish English Readings and notes
- FInish Revising and Final Drafts of Essay
- Finish Helen Keller (notes and book review shiets)

Because slowly life gets better

when you become patient... =]


So lately I've been closer with my Church friends which has given me a brighter perspective on life. I know we all will suffer and struggle, but that is our burden to carry and live with. Esp. to move on. Perhaps I noticed slowly my questions being answered, and I thank God for it all. =] I would also like to thank those who has been helping me through a lot this week. I am blessed to have you and call you my friends because you are actually making a difference. =]

Most of my time has been with Monica and Jesmond. I enjoy it! Thats all I can say!!

My Dad finally visited me! & it was a great visitation that I woke up quite optimistic about my day! I was so happy I folded my clothes and showered. My hair didn't act like a jackass to me and everything went SMOOTH! =] Oh how I am happy to be part of the music ministry and to be with my close friends that I love so dearly! This day was great let alone this week =] Daddy I miss you and love you dearly. Come visit me more often.

i need..

a f*cking job

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half an hour ago there was an earthquake i apparently didn't feel..
because i was busy taking a shower hahahahahhaha where i was
currently dancing and shaving haha >.<


today is an okay day...
not much going on... but its okay i don't need to do anything
special or whatever..... hrms...


do i miss you...?

mhm.

Waiting On An Angel...

Ben Harper



I need to relax... take time to breathe... I am still upset...
but then I need to 'let it go' in some sort of way
I need to take care of this situation the right way...
I'm not stupid, but I know what is right

Fool me once, shame on you

Fool me twice, shame on me....


Under My Bed - Meiko


is that all i am really to you...
you should've said it first before i heard it from someone else...

fuck you jerk.

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Now my eyes are wide open
Now that every thing's been stolen
And I'm here to get it back from you
See I ain't wasting no more time
gotta take back whats mine
What else am i suppose to do

Here I am
with my heart on the floor
and my love out the door
you should be knocking
but there it goes
I got nothing to show for
except pictures i posed for
but i keep them in a box under my bed

I told you time and again
that you'd never win
I told you time and again
but you keep doing the same old things
when i thought you would change
I told you time and again

Here i am
with my heart on the floor
and my love out the door
you should be knocking
but there it goes
i got nothing to show for
except pictures i posed for
but i keep them in a box under my bed

oh, ooooo, oh oh
ooooo, oh oh
ooooo, oh oh

oh, ooooo, oh oh
ooooo, oh oh
ooooo, oh oh

Here i am
with my heart on the floor
and my love out the door
there it goes
i got nothing to show for
except i posed for

Here i am
with my heart on the floor
and my love out the door
you should be knocking
but there it goes
i got nothing to show for
except pictures i posed for
but i keep them in a box under my bed

oh, ooooo, oh oh
ooooo, oh oh
ooooo, oh oh



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When You Have Too Many Dreams...

& can only keep one... what will you choose.

I feel there is just too much going on in my mind. I try to let it all out, but some I feel is better if I kept it secluded in the back of my head. I am not sure what I want to do with my life anymore. I want to persist on so much, but in reality you can only do so little. I feel a clash of happiness and sadness that I don't know what to do anymore. I've never felt so lost between the subjects of friendship, relationship, love, lust, family, friends, work, trust, & etc. I am just questioning so much and wondering where it will all lead. I want my answers, but no one will give them to me. Perhaps without all these distractions, mess, confusion, and etc. life would be boring and useless. If I turn around and go back, I know that I have to make some sacrifices of the life I live now. I can't have everything I want, but no one can. I feel so trapped and lost. BLAH.

I can finally say, "I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT."

I'm not upset, I just don't know what I am doing anymore with all this. I wish I wasn't so confused with everything.

I got to admit, I think I enjoying being 'alone'. at the current moment.




-it doesn't mean anything until you press it and see it run down.

Downtown Disney & the Getty Museum =]

Well yesterday was just random. Hung out with Monica and Jesmond while eating hotdogs/corndogs YUM! Then Jesmond had a great idea about going to Downtown Disney soo we went there =] It was fun and we ran into Brian and Juco! =] LOL Churros were good and I enjoyed it! Monica was funny cause she was sooo excited But yeah it was muy fun! Good Idea Jesmond!

Today I went with Monica and her Mom to the Getty Museum! It was soo amazing and I loved it all! I really enjoyed the photography and drawing room though =] bwahahaha all of those nude pictures made me giggle because im really immature... -__- Bwahahahah We made masks in the Family Fun room which was really fun honestly! and then Monica drew penis's and stuff and posted it on the wall bwahahahhahaa What else.. HRM.. we did a lot of walking and stuff.. this girl in yellow was pissing us off though.. -___- blarghs oh well! Look at myspace for all the pictures! =]

No Internet for a Week! I hope it works.

Btw... Look what I found on my Old Camera.... =/

It Says It All

Jennifer Chung - Almost

It's been a while, it's been a while
Since you've said hi
It's been a while, it's been a while
Since our last goodbye
It's been a while, it's been a while
And I still haven't cried
I'm surprised

I haven't called, I haven't called
You see, I've been strong
You haven't called, you haven't called
I guess nothing's wrong
God called, He called
Says it's going to be okay
It's for His glory

So live your life and do what you got to
It's only at night when I really miss you
But the morning comes
Bringing a new day and everything seems to start over again

Have you been good?
Have you been great?
Most likely
I've been good, I've been great
Just keeping busy
And we should since as of late
Time just passes by
We don't even have to try

So live your life and do what you got to
It's only at night when I really miss you
But the morning comes
Bringing a new day and everything seems to start over again

One day you'll see
One day you'll know me as the girl that you let go
It was, so close, almost

So live your life and do what you got to
It's only at night when I really, really miss you
But the morning comes
The morning comes

The Past Few Days...

were pretty good.

Wednesday. School was okay, nothing great happened. I still enjoyed english though because it is one of my favorite classes =] Bloop. I went home.... and chilled. Talked with Monica online and stuff. I was gonna go nap and then Jesmond texts me bout Stater Bro so I hung out with him. We got Monica to join us! =] Pretty much just a random ass day that was pretty cool:
- Stater Bro
- Boba
- Island Pacific
- Ikea
- Target
- Party City
- My House
- Prayer Meeting Rehearsal
- Boiling Seafood
- Top of the "Nut"
- Crooked Penis
- Hanging out in the Dark
- Rb & Co.
- Hotel 626

Thursday. I woke up Monica cause she came with us to school. It was pretty fun actually! We got food in the morning and chilled in the car till Niko picked us up. Then we started singing a lot in the car >.< Passing notes in class which was HELLA boring. Or my class was boring not the notes. Monica, Rainier, and I enjoyed it though. She was fixing my hair which was pretty cools =] Bwahahaha Bus ride was hilarious though.. Monica was singing all loud and the bus started to girate and my boobs were like bouncing... -___- Hrms.. Monica and I went around West Covina Mall to buy some shoes.. it surprisingly took forever since it was hard to find good shoes with my size D: After we got some chocolate covered oreos which were bombtastic! Monica and I headed to Puente Hills mall after and ate while waiting for Lalique, Jesmond, and Fawzi! =] I can say I had a really great time in Forever 21 esp in the fitting room! I love those two girls! It was really fun!! =] I really wanted that dress but its okay! next time. After V-Generation! I love that shirt/dress thing =]]] Bwahahah yes. But after... Lalique had to split so the four of us went to Costco and messed around a bit. We pretty much ate samples and played with their stuff. Hotdogs & Churros after.. hm... chilled at my house and watched some DVDs which was pretty tight =] Monica and Fawzi knocked out for quite some time... hahaha After Fawzi split then we got Yoshinoya. Waited for Lalique then went on the "nut" =] It was muy pretty and chill and cold. Drove around that area which was pretty scary. After... RB came over again hahaha yuhps

Friday. I think I really enjoyed this day. I played the guitar all morning pretty much and just chilled. Monica came over and then we washed my Moms car which was really fun =] The whole time I was on the phone with David because I was really surprised he even called. We went to the mall so Mons can buy something and then got some milkshakes on the way back. We realized there were a lot of asshole drivers out there (@ that specific moment).. -____- what else. I had to pick up my Altima from getting repaired and then picked up David at his house. He helped me wash my dirty ass car that went pretty well =] lol. Cleaned up then chilled in my room for awhile. Waited for time to go by so I can get ready and leave... lol (Don't Break Promise.) Bloops. I got ready and picked up Monica and headed to Olive Garden. Met Lalique, Jesmond, & Fawzi there. Tee hee the kitten =] It was fun waiting and talking. I love how the girls had the most awkward conversation out loud but oh well! Wait was forever though. 25 minutes my ass. bwahahha. Once we were seated we talked and stuff kinda and then ordered. Girls only ordered and guys refused to eat pretty much. lols HmmMmMmm Lalique had trouble in the restroom so I had to go into her stall bwahahaha. Lalique had to jet toward the end and we just chilled. They made fun of my debit card D: We went to the very top of the "nut" again. it was way better at the top but very scary! =] Loved it. Too bad no camera. Hmm... chilled at my house. Didn't know what to do at my house... but we made the best of all the randomness that goes on. Like that Grudge game and Fawzi and his light bwahahah. After I took everyone home, but I had to go to Davids to help him get out of trouble. After I helped him clean a bit and then watched TV... I fell asleep.. so yeah. Talked a bit then I had to leave. Tis all

I'll Make This Quick.

Las Vegas was bomb!
Monday was Fun
Today was kinda meh

So Long Hometown for the Weekend =]

Well to update my edit from earlier... or "yesterday" I went to Denny's with Monica and we had quite some fun in the car there. Lalique and Jesmond came and joined us in the fun! =] Good food and drinks and had major fun together. THOUGH Monica was quite quiet... D: next time speak more! lols Sorry again Lalique for my major rampage in the restroom... LOL I told him what happened and he just did this O= hahahahaha! Okay okay. Well after I dropped off Apa at Davids house. I ended up chilling there for quite some time... we talked and watched Ryan play X-Men. I tried sleeping and stuff but that never seems to work hahaha. I had fun at his house... poor David though... he started getting like allergic reaction to something lately and he got like swollen and I put ointment on the itchy parts and all. His lip got swollen and his brothers kept making jokes and laughing at him. I couldn't help but laugh too D: hahahaha but he said it was okay. I hope he ain't allergic to the dogs though cause that would suck. We rubbed all four dogs on each limb to figure out which one he is allergic to. Bwahahha. Well I hope everyone has a fun weekend and a nice Spring Break or so!

I am off to Vegas and I doubt I would be able to document my trip with pictures... BUT I shall see what happens! =]

Dooms Day 3.

Сада сам јако скептичан о многим стварима. Нисте сигурни који могу потпуно поверење са својим осећањима и проблемима. I depăşească toate drama cu alte persoane sunt doar încearcă să-l lăsa să plece. Doar nu au nici o inapoi stabbing, inima aches, minciuna, etc, si m-am gandit atat a fost mai mult decat suficient, dar de cele mai multe ori doar pe blog-ul meu de rahat divagare.
Foles sutien / bedre lini º tit meg, de siste la dagene.

Håper i dag er ikke gråte eller noe. Jeg skulle ønske jeg visste utfallet av livet mitt nå, fordi jeg bare vil vite hvor jeg er på vei. Jeg har ikke ennå, "fortsatte min reise," fordi jeg kjenner mine behov og likevel ta en pause. Nipprova landa siltiet, Imma kultant inti MA xi jistghux jilaghbu bil-siltiet. Niehu L-Hin, U hsibt darb'ohra. .

Poida que as persoas estean a tentar cambiar as cousas na miña cabeza, porque é bo para comer, mentres eu non podo afirmar-se. Intento no es preocupen per les coses insignificants en la vida, perquè millor a les prioritats establir.

Ви само треба да урадите ... само мислим ... то је све.

*this is some retarded ass period...


Edit:

I went to San Juan Capistrano. It was beautiful and amazing. I loved being in the church. Ate at a descent place. Listening to music seems to ease my mind. I love the weather in San Diego... beautiful. Perhaps later I will eat out with Monica for awhile, drop off Apa at Davids later, and hang with monds if he can.

Dooms Day 2.

Song: Move Along - The All American Rejects

I'm not going to talk about school.

Being on my "dot" has led me to start thinking harder and more complex. All of the bad that I persisted on has finally been brought out and I am resisting the temptation of that deed. I feel quite disappointed in myself that I had to talk to Lalique about it. It's a difficult choice for me to choose whether or not I want to, but I don't want to fall back and start all over again. What is going on with me and what is going on in my head....?


I just need to breathe & relax...

Resisting for Myself & for all of you.

Dooms Day 1.

I don't really want to say much about school, but here are some quick tabs about it.

I was fully awake because of Starbucks. I was texting the whole time in class because Sociology was SO boring. I realized I started my 'time of the month'.

Once I got home... I started having a mental break down about everything. I was crying because I was in so much pain and it hurt to move and all. I despise it. I slept for 4-5 hours. My Tita Letty cooked me shrimp and Monica jogged to my house and bought me brownie mix to make tomorrow. I picked up David at Mervin's house and then went to his house. We were supposed to hang out earlier, but got mixed up with a lot of stuff. We chilled there for awhile and then went to Albertson's to buy some drumsticks. He bought the variety pack because he wanted the caramel I think? I don't remember. We waited awhile before we did anything because we were really lazy... I showed him his birthday video that I made and then I helped him with his homework. I was kind of surprised it took longer than I thought it would. Sadly, through the process of being on my menstrual cycle... my mood started to shift around & became easily irritated. I wasn't mad at David or anything, I was just in a terrible mood. Through all the hardwork and strenuous work we did we finally finished a tad before 12. I felt bad that he wanted to know what was wrong or something, but I really didn't know what to say because I didn't know why I was upset. I think this is the downfall of being on your period... you just bitch or get mad easily. D: If I knew David read this I would say... Thank you again for at least spending time with me today before I leave for Vegas. (& thank you Monica because you should realize what I said). I will keep my promise about your Spring Break. Time to sleep off the pmsing away... Sorry again though (if you read this).

The Count Down to...

"Dooms Day" aka my period.
quoted by Fawzi

Well this morning I was really lazy and cranky I was kinda mad at my Mom, but I didn't mean to be. I fell asleep till I had to pick up Rainier. I pretty much sucked at driving this morning until Gilbert and I tried racing and I won! =] Fell asleep in the car...

Math I was able to stay up.. and 'learn'... hahaha
English was really fun and interesting yet my mind couldn't participate as much as I wanted to... I loved our topics though it was pretty cool. Now my mind is all scattered in how to believe in the world and such, but I do enjoy it all.
After school I went home and bought Panera and dropped off Monica's food at school. Saw my cousin walking so I picked him up and my sister and got them In-n-Out.

At home I fell asleep for awhile... and then... just remained sleeping... Nothing super exciting. Soon Joshy called me for a ride home so I came to pick her up. We chilled at Aloha BBQ for awhile and just talked. It was fun and car ride to her place was a fun topic! =] I told her I had to watch her walk because she always disappears like nothing! Bwahahah

After I went to church to watch the choir practice. Everyone was kind of sad that I wasn't going to be singing with them on Sunday and they had a solo planned for me! D: but its okay they gave it to Ardelle which I don't mind cause I like the way she sings! The whole time during rehearsal Gerard and I just kept messing around with like jokes and all. We played hot hands and tried singing random things in the book that wasn't even musical at all. Talked about life and such it was fun! =] Then he start to sniff my purse... and chewed on a gum wrapper in my bag which I found odd but its okay! lmao I ran into Teddy which was enlightening because I do miss him! I am so excited for Summer and what he has planned! >.< WOOT WOOT!

I am now home and David said something simple to me that just kind of lightened up my day =] I am glad I was glad to talk to Lalique just for a tad but my internet was being whack so... I find her signed off D: lol its okay I still love her shes my boo!

I am so confused with how I am supposed to write an essay with no prompt.... Hrm...

Palm Sunday

Today I woke up Monica for church and Jesmond told me he wasn't able to make it. So Monica and I said hi to Francis and Willie! They are such a cute old couple I LOVE IT! =] Monica and I were like making crosses out of our palm leaves the whole time... and I was trying to think of places to eat at the same time haahha =] Jesmond joined us surprisingly but it was nice to see him. After we chilled and waited for traffic to die out... Monica and I went to eat Rubios and chilled. She got Starbucks too! We watched a couple of movies of tv... like Cruel Intentions and She's All That... Then all of the sudden we watched Not Another Teen Movie... that I apprently fell asleep on Monica hahahahahaha! After we ate.. again... LMAO! =] Chilled a bit more then I took her home... Jesmond came over too and we chilled. I plucked his eyebrows and my Auntie visited me and chilled for a bit. More hanging out with Jesmond while watching Cartoons then he jetted. I ate a lot today... D: BUT ToDaY is GOOD =]

Random Days are the Best

Well today I went out with Raquel and Aileen to the mall to buy Aileen her luggage for Vegas. We first went into Forever 21 and we bought a few things there because we felt like shopping =] Ran into Eliry and Francis which was cool. Her brother is so cute and nice! I just want to pinch him hahaha. Well when I got back home I picked up Monica and met up with Jesmond and Fawzi at well.. Fawzi's house hahaha. We went to Albertsons to buy ice cream... or I bought ice cream =] We watched a movie on TV then switched it to Pineapple Express right after. Before we did that we ate some pasta from Pizza Hut! I loved how Monica dropped most of the breadsticks on the floor hahahaha. STILL GOOD THOUGH! hahaha "don't judge me!" D: Movie was really funny and awesome! =] really made me laugh a lot. Hmm after we chilled and talked for awhile. They were helping Aileen with her outfit. We took a lot of macbook pictures and messed around! =] Once it was us four at my house we watched videos and took more pictures tee hee After we talked and gossiped more... and Jesmond kept farting which was hilarious! We watched the Food Network for along time though and we kept making more jokes =] I love you guys!

Family, Friends, FJC

Today I woke up and cleaned the house for awhile. I soon got ready and called Centeno and Erica that I was on my way to pick them up. Yes I did drive freeway to go to Fullerton! =] So I am proud of me though it isn’t the first time I’ve driven the freeway. Well when we got there we saw Renabette in the parking structure and walked our way to FJC. We ran into the whole Vocal Impressions and we all said our Hellos! I loved how Lalique screamed my name! “that’s what she said”? Lol. Idk sounds right to me ANYWHO! We all walked together to Mc Dees and ate in a big group! I sat with David, Kyle, and Fawzi! They are such a funny group of guys! I love them! We kept cracking jokes and talking to each other about stuff =] Sadly David had to point out that I can never tell the difference between my left and right D: hahahahaha which I really can’t… For once I didn’t finish my food and David ate it all for me… even my Sundae hahaha which was really good too! Fawzi took a lot of pictures at the table, which was cool because I WANT TO STEAL PICTURES! Jk or not! For along while David and Fawzi were sticking things on people and David managed to put one onto Mr Aquino’s butt! I couldn’t help but ask Angie to take my picture with it since I was sitting right to him! Hahahaha Jessie was enjoying though I believe because he had a HUGE smile on his face the whole time we were sticking that shit. Sooner or later I found out Fawzi stuck it on my beanie D: hahaha YUHP I love my boys esp Kyle and David! When we were eating together it reminded me of last year how much fun we had just chillin and talking to each other! Good times =] I LOVED IT! After we watched Orange Luther BTW they did REALLY GOOD! I loved their rendition of, “I Want You Back”. It was very clean and solid! =] Mr. Vu amazes us once again! Once VIP went to go warm up Fawzi and I moved to the very front to watch the group before VIP so we had good seats in the end! The group though… was awkward and weird… Angie Fawzi and I were whispering about how awkward they looked.. they didn’t sound bad.. but goodness…. VIP went up and I can say I am very proud of them on how well they sounded and performed! They improved a lot and I know for sure that I couldn’t stop smiling to them. At least 4 people asked me if I missed singing with the program and YES I DO. But we all have to eventually gotta move on so I just support =] I think I told a descent joke to Jesmond about that girl, “Niccee”? lolol I talked with Paul and Kim while VIP were taking their group pictures. We were talking about that group before them and we were like OMG YOU NOTICED THAT TOO?! And we just kept laughing and laughing! After we had a major mingle time together which I really liked! We were all talking and just chillin. A few things that happened was dancing behind Kyle, Centeno failing at jumping over a trash can, jumping onto Jesmonds back, bonding first with Lalique and then Rezianne XD, enjoying the sun, and etc! We soon watched Kyle and Joshy’s solos which I thought they did really good! After we chilled in the hallway for awhile. David and Lalique are pretty funny around each other bwahahhaha We soon moved to the field area and chilled there and messed around. Lalique and I talked more about stuff and then pretended to work out and was all over the floor and shit. We played this rock paper scissors game Jesmond and Lalique taught us that Kyle and I played together and I completely lost because my legs are too small to reach his damn foot D: They did a bunch of other things like putting people in a box, chilling on the benches, migrating around, Joshy and David massaged me, me falling asleep, chit chatting with Joshy, and etc etc! Once Lalique and co. went to the bridge Kyle and I went to where the old bench was and chilled on the floor catching up on life since we barely hang out. After was awards but I was lagging cause I was on the phone so Centeno and David stayed behind with me kinda. Once we got in we watched a group perform and a lady sing her solo’s…. hahaha Jesmond kept whispering jokes around Kyle and I and I couldn’t help but laugh a lot! I was also texting Lalique about something fun ;] she knows. Though VIP got 2nd I am still proud of them and congrats to Orange for 1st place! AND JENNY SWOISH for getting 1st in solo =] YUHP. After we chilled outside for awhile and talked. Before Centeno and I left Lalique and David talked with me for awhile and then we bounced out! David and I said bye to each other at least 5-10 times hahahahahahah =] Centeno and I had a good convo in the car and at Pho! =] I missed hanging out with him and we were able to talk about a lot of things together! I am now home tired and sleepy but I don’t want to do anything! =]

Happy Birthday to DAVID HAIG

My BEST FRIEND =]


Well today I woke up early to call David to tell him Happy Birthday! After I knocked out for a bit then woke up to get ready for school. I slept in my car till Rainier and Niko came. It was an interesting ride I can say hahahahaha. Rainier and I tried taking pictures that completely failed because we looked tired in all of them D: Oh well in class was pretty cool I met most of his friends which are like the cool people! I hope I "fit in". Hahahahaha. Rainier and I were just texting each other the whole time though he sat behind me. LOL Our rotational massages! =] I had a lot of fun being around Rainier since I don't get to spend time with him a lot! I got mad that for an hour I was waiting for my bus. -____- It left me very cranky. Once the bus came this girl sat next to me eating a Chewy Bar which made me... very hungry. D: hahaha but once I got home I ate and napped till 3. I went out to Davids house and handed his brother the money to supply him. Once David got home Mervin was with us too which wasn't too bad because I had to tell him the plan so he wouldn't be too confused what was going on. Lol they were joking around about punching Mervin in the balls. We surprised David by taking him to SamAsh to find a guitar he likes. He seemed like he didn't know where to start but he found one that he really liked, but it was expensive or not in our range. We tried haggling, but that didn't work out too well. I was playing the nylon guitars and they weren't bad. They made my fingers kind of happy cause they didn't hurt them like mine does. We went to Guitar Center and ended up buying his guitar there. It was the same one, but for a better deal and price! =] While they were doing their thing... Alyssa, Kevin, and I went to play with the keyboards and making jokes that we can all make music together and just making a bunch of noise! =] Good jokes good jokes. One the way to Carls Jr. I kinda knocked out even on the way back. I couldn't stay up because car rides make me sleepy. Once I got to his place we met this girl. I forgot her name, but most of them didn't like her. hahahahaha Alyssa is funny though when she kept talking trash. We ate Carls Jr and we split the Bourbon Burger into 3 to try it together and then we all ate our own thing. It was GOOD! =] Lol we watched TV and then I watched Mervin and David do homework. It was kind of odd watching it happen then I was like perhaps its only a birthday thing hahahaha. The cake was good and it took David forever to blow out the candles! hahahahaha. and that girl kept saying all this weird stuff and Mervin and I kept laughing because we all wanted to say "thats what she said". Same with David except we kept giggling bout it and hes all VAL! hahahaha but I guess I suck at explaining things. After we all took a break and just tried to rest and watch Smallville for awhile. Mervin got me to poke Davids butt, which I wouldn't normally do, but... yeah ahhahahahaha. We started doing jokes and riddles which were fun! After we took Mervin home then helped his mom get water. We went back and watched more TV. David and I went to take a nap for awhile. My back hurt all day so David got his mom to massage my back which was HEAVEN! XD SERIOUSLY! I LOVED IT! hahahahah she kept talking about my butt though which was kind of funny and she kept making jokes about making it smaller. Then chilled more. After I needed to leave but he didn't want me to go, so I waited till he fell asleep and asked his brother to lock the door for me.

Today was a good day and I am glad David enjoyed his birthday! I hope he likes his present and everyone that helped pitch in! =] I love my Best Friend!! Happy Birthday Once again!

A-Roz.

Today was quite fun.
I picked up Rainier from his house and then we chilled in the parking lot of the mall for awhile just chillaxin' waiting for Gilbert. When we hit the road I fell asleep as fast as I could because I needed to be awake for Math class. At school I woke up all weird and all... O.o idk. Math was better today. Learned a lot and tried not to complain about her accent or teaching. I am just trying to... 'adapt'. After I went into English class. I felt bad that my last quarter Prof. was trying to talk to me but I had my headphones blasted then I soon realized and was like o0o0o... lol In class I am kind of glad I made friends with like 2-3 of the girls that sat around me because idk its not fun not having to talk to anyone in class. We played the name game for an hour which killed a lot of time. It was cool learninga bout the people around us and we were all like asking each other questions and really into it! =] I loved it! After we just had to listen to a bit of lecture and a small discussion but nothing major or anything. I went home all alone again. hahaha I kinda wish I had someone to go home with because it gets lonely. When I got home I ate for awhile and went online for a little bit. I wasn't really into doing anything so I fell asleep till 6. I tried to wake up Monica so we can jog together, but I guess that didn't work out. I started to feel a bit sad and all so I went on a jog on my own for like 45 minutes. It went well because I did feel better and gross at the same time. Plus my asthma wasn't really in the mood, but I had to "push for it"... haha. Monica texted me near the end of my jog which was really sad because I really wanted to jog with her. I showered then picked her up at her house. We went to Chow King to eat some food. It was good and we kept cracking jokes on names and stuff. She worked on Mervins stuff then I called David and asked him something or whatnot. Now I am home learning "Tell Me Where It Hurts" on the guitar! =] Its making me quite happy I am learning it though!