I did enjoy my Thanksgiving with my family and I am blessed to have them dearly in my life! They are always there and forever will be. Even if we fig
ht, argue, and whateverse I know in the end we can't do anything but stick together because we need to. If my friends aren't there for me, I know they will be and I can count on them 100%:] I didn't really take pictures but, oh well its hard when you don't have a camera specifically that you want. After Sonny came to the family party and well was obviously introduced to my family and stuff. We left cause we wanted to go bowling for free for an hour so we went back to my place so I could change. On the freeway he detoured and we ended up going to Downtown Disney! I am enjoying my time with this guy :]For people who don't know or understand why I love spending my time or actually putting effort into this is because I can actually be myself and not really worry too much. I still worry a lot, but you know. He does his best in being a gent and not many guys out there are like that. He takes care of me when he can, listens to me nag, enjoys the simple things in life, many qualities in common, music, passion, future, etc. If you do not understand why I spend so much time with him... its cause I am making up for loss time. If you knew the story of summer and whatevers, then you'd understand. What I mean by "loss time."
I am going to make my "to you's" for my friends.. BUT I'll write who they belong to this time:
Xanthe,
I am blessed forever that you are my bestest friend ever in my whole entire world! Nothing can express what you really mean to me (no homo). I love you best friend and I know you will always be there for me through the think and thin! True homie right here because you understand me and how busy I am. Vice versa. You're the little sister I look after and I miss you dearly. I can't wait to hang out with you Best Friend!
Kyle,
My baby love I love you dearly! I miss you a lot too! I am blessed to have you in my life because you understand me. Though distance may be keeping us apart, I know that we try our best to stay in touch because we need to be! I am glad that you chose to still be my best friend and I LOVE YOU forever.
Lalique,
My sweet sweet babygirl, I know that we barely see each other or talk as much, BUT I do know that you're one of the girls that I know I have a deep connection and understanding with. For some reason we keep each other updated through twitter and would text each other time to time to see how we are. I am glad we still have that bond where we don't have to really see each other, but to know that we still have each other :] I love you forever babygirl and know that I have your back 24/7
Jesmond,
Mondsy mondsy mondsy. I am digging our once a week chillage where we are able to confront each other with a lot and be forreal. I miss you lots but I do understand that you are now starting to become a busy busy man but I am happy and thankful you are able to get a job holmes! You've been here for me through a lot too and thank you for that! You're here when I need you, and I am glad I can count on you. :]
Fawzi,
There has been a fine line that I believe was broken recently and that's why I suppose I've been neglecting you for awhile. Its hard to throw away a friendship and I can't seem to do that. You've been here for me when I needed someone to talk to and even when you have nothing to say you are still willing to listen and understand the pain. I miss you dearly though homie, I am going to make a day for us just to settle the mess and to start new. I am putting my grudge aside and ready to talk things out.
Monica,
My other babygirl. I can say I've seen you grow, change, and etc through out the time that we've known each other. You know that I am here for you girl when you need me. I know I was able to show you that I can be here for you and I am glad you understand that. I love you sweetie and we owe it a lot to David once again for all of this. Thanks for sticking with me through everything and everything irritation. Love you
Rainier,
The greatest and only Kinder Buddy I have. I don't know how I would survive college right now without you! I am glad we've literally grown up together and I am so happy you're in my life. Our venting sessions and talks about life and reality are always the best and worst because I know we are concerned with our futures. I am glad that you always try to give me the best advice and an opened ear. I love you
Sonny,
This guy. I really am thankful to have you in my life. I never thought you would come back or want me back into your life. We are facing the thick and thin together and regardless what is happening you are still by my side. You've really proved and shown me how much you care about me and how much you really want this to work and I won't lie. I love every second of it. There are days you don't know how to respond to my emotions, but you always listen to what I have to say and/or tell me how to keep myself safe. One of the main reasons I am thankful for you is because you've shown me that keeping life simple is always the best and for making me want to become a better person. Not for only for others but for myself too. I am happy and well-satisfied with us and I love it :] You are truly the greatest.
David,
Last but not least. Tart. It is really hard to feel like I can't talk to my own best friend. I miss you dearly and wish you would be happy for me, but I understand that it is not easy. If you were to ever read this I want you to know that I am thankful that I have/had you as a best friend and that I am here for you when you need me. You were here for me throughout my whole struggle with my Dad and you understood how much pain I faced. I don't know what we are anymore on our friendship, but I am blessed that you were in my life. Thank you for everything. Even if it may be the end.
