Rainiers Party

All I can say was that shit was amazingly fun! :] hahaha THANK YOU RAINIER AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE! :] Oh man thanks for those who were taking care of me >.< at least I didn't throw up hahaha I just got really sleepy all of the sudden :[ wompwomp BUT I think I fixed some stuff even though I was kinda whatevers BUT I know this cause I remember SOO I am not gone. Lalique, Monica, Kyle, Bryce, Godfrey THANK YOU for a fun night at my house even though we just chilled and what not fun shit :]

besides the party

working at NHS - interesting stuff happened
Prayer Meeting - Sang with Sonny At The Cross
*almost made Monica cry :]

cause monica loves me

xxshycexpinayxx (10:12:54 PM): apa is an asshole
monicatron said (10:13:00 PM): LOL
xxshycexpinayxx (10:13:00 PM): i call her and she just stares at me
monicatron said (10:13:04 PM): HAHAHAHAHA
xxshycexpinayxx (10:13:08 PM): im like fuck man
xxshycexpinayxx (10:13:15 PM): you take a mad shit in my room and you don't even come to me
monicatron said (10:13:19 PM): i read that and straight out like laughed and spit
monicatron said (10:13:20 PM): HAHAHA
monicatron said (10:13:24 PM): LMFAOO
xxshycexpinayxx (10:13:42 PM): apa sucks
xxshycexpinayxx (10:13:44 PM): lolol

Through the Fire

I can say that there has been a lot happening and I refused to update my blogspot about anything. Why? Too tired and lazy to actually think about my days or whatever. BUT I can say yesterday I had fun doing Lalique and Monica's make up for homecoming! :] I helped David out with the posters and then after we watched Wolverine and Grease, danced, talked, and etc till like 1230? Took us about an hour to say goodbye for some reason hahaha.

I want to write down all the stuff in my mind right now about how I feel and such, but I feel that so many people know/read my blog that I just don't want to write it. It's not like what I am gonna write is gonna be bad or anything just that I don't want certain people to know whats in my mind.

I can say I've been in a better mood this week and been trying to stick to the more positive side of life. Nothing is perfect and no I cannot have what I want, but I stick to what God has placed in front of me because I can't throw away good blessings.

I don't know what to write right now but I felt like writing stuff because I haven't written anything LOL. But yeah I am gonna start the 2nd project that I have never mentioned to anyone... or I think I have to Kyle but lol tis all! I shall write again later when I am not reading stuff for school WOMPWOMP


edit:

i am trying to find a way to fix everything i damaged way back when so thats a start!

because this is beautiful

“ i’m scared to be your friend, because i’m always going to want more, but then i got to thinking and i would rather have you in my life as a friend than not at all."
just friends.

stolen from Kyle Oyama

True Words.. kudos

not worrying about anything and feeling free

doing this thing i am telling myself to do feels great. i don't look forward to anything, but i just wonder what lies ahead :] random, spontaneous, friends, family, and carefree is all i need to be and have right now! i love you guys. going where the tide takes me right now... because all we need to do is float sometimes and enjoy the ride. something i forgot along the way :]

i must

stop kicking the leaves around and start picking things up.

if i don't like it, i shall do something about it. and i will.

gonna find the part of me thats been hiding