Rollercoaster Day o:

Today was interesting. Yet again.

I had a dandy time in the afternoon with Monica.
Stumbled across with some drama I haven't had since like... High School. -___- BlackBox Practice was actually really fast and easy :] After we just jammed, chilled outside for like 3 hours infront of Dexters House and he wasn't there.... chilled around Sonny's car. Took a bunch of pictures. Monica is spending the night! :] regardless the drama. It was good.

(other pictures later)

monica is sleepy... and i am currently writing about her and she doesn't know o: hahahahahah i wonder where she put her glasses... they were on her face a second ago... =/ LOL!

When Live Gets Hard...

Always Remember There Will Always Be Tomorrow.

Hung out with Tart today. Extremely chill & interesting.



I come to realize... a lot.



Cole, when I picked you up and hugged you I wanted to cry.

Painting the Sky.

Thank you AJ for writing a song that is SO TRUE...


When We Say (Juicebox) LYRICS (c)2009:

somethin bout the way
somethin bout the way you look
in my eyes
you make everything so damn easy
so easy that i dont got to worry bout a thing

and baby when we touch
all i can see is the image of us
sitting by the ocean
just before the dusk
sippin on a juice box and
sand between our toes

this is the part when we say were in love
and the part where we have our first kiss
but this ain't a movie
i know you cant come with me
you got your life
he better be treatin you right

just tell me you dont love me
tell me you dont feel the same way that i do
tell me i dont make you smile
like i do when you walk in the room
you're so hard to let go

this is the part when we say were in love
and the part where we say it's forever
but this ain't a fantasy
i know you can't come with me
you got your life
he better be treatin you right

this hurts so much to know that you're
with someone else when you should be w me
its just hard to accept that i cant be around
he better be treatin you good
i'm no einstein but i know a sign
when i see one
and i know you love me too

Simple.

Hrm.

This morning I woke up and took Monica, Rebekah, & Monds to Dennys. After I dropped them home... and worked in the backyard a bit. Swam a bit. Slept and lounge in bed all day or till practice. Went to practice which went really well! Good food at Dexter's & good chill music. :] Thanks Sonny for making the sandwich, or in his case.. 'samwich'. My back hurts like hell. :[ I hope the best for tomorrow.

Busy Day of DOOM

Well I was really tired from last night still & had a bit of a small head ache. I woke up to David calling me on Celine's phone telling me to open the garage. They gave me vitamin water to wake up and some crystal lites which were pretty good! Thank you, you both :] We chilled outside for an hour. David was so fascinated by the... spider... =/ Hrm. After I got ready and then Jesmond came with us to visit my Daddy! Finally working on the freeway again :] After we went ot my Lola's Bday Party @ Asia Buffet! :] I love my family! Good times! Sang for my Lola too! :] Sorry Mond's for punching you :[ We went to the park to do the LSS skit! It was REALLY FUN and hot and tiring. HAHAHA :] If anyone wants to watch it tell me and I'll tell you where it'll be at :] I was there form 130-6pm and then showered. Slept then Mond's came over and we chilled. Then he picked up Jojo and we went night swimming with my cousin, her bf, and my sister! It was fun! I am tired but yes :]

First Gig

Well today was quite chill @ my house.
Jesmond went with me to my nieces bday party and then we went to Dexters place. Sonny & I practiced a couple of the songs. Jesmond and I had a bunch of jokes @ Dex's house :] First gig went well. Sadly my mic was really really low in the beginning so Kris had to adjust it while I was singing hahaha. Uhm, yeah. Went back to Dexters later on & drank! Thank you Mond's for taking care :] Talking to Chevy drunk was hilarious, then again I was really drunk too. BUT it was funny. I walked Jesmond to his car as he moved it and Chevy went on the street yelling out, "WHERE YOU GOING?!" haahahha Hella funny!! :] Mond's watched me @ my house and we talked and stuff and stuff. Texted David, Celine, & Sonny. It twas a good night! GOODNIGHT! :]

VDK

This morning I was awakened by David calling me @ 8 AM in the morning. o: I only had 3-4 hours of sleep I realized. I decided that I was gonna start my cleaning so I wouldn't have to worry about it later in the day so I spent 3 hours cleaning around the house and whatevers. I was really beat & I waited for Kyle to come over to my house. We picked up David and grabbed some food @ Mc Dees which was quite dandy. Ate at my house and talked a bit outside, very very chill. Sooner or later David & I decided to go swimming, but Kyle didn't want to come in so he went to sleep for awhile. We got Apa to go swimming with us for awhile which was kinda cute :] David & I swam for about 2 hours or something which wasn't so bad pretty cool. Caught up on a little bit, but I think I was really sleepy in the water and he kept doing that Torpedo thing and I always ended up looking like o_x hahahaha seriously. What else what else. I showered and then we started to record Man In The Mirror! LOL we failed many times honestly, but it was quite amusing @ the same time o: took pictures and what not. After we brought my sister to Wingstop and then went to Davids. We happend to be stopped by a long traffic cause of the Police were doing something which was alright. I was a bit cranky cause I didn't want to be late for prayer meeting. Once we got there Abby, Celine, Justin, Jason, Valerie, Juco, & I hope no one I forgot were already at his house helping Tita make sushi I believe. It twas nice seeing his family again though, I really did miss them :[ still do but its okay. We had many failed attempts again of Man in the Mirror, but finally had an alright recording of it. I had to rush to pick up Jojo and headed to prayer meeting, it was cooool. LOL Kyle knows what I be diggin' I think...? Thanks you guys for going to the prayer meeting! Jesmond showed up towards the end which was alright. Mmmm, after the prayer meeting I went home and did whatever and then went to the movies with my Fam Bam to watch The Ugly Truth. GOOD MOVIE I MUST SAY. It makes me hate relationships in general, but not really. LOL IDK, its cute, funny, & everything :] I had a good talk with Raquel though soOo I am dandy! :] In the beginning of the movie I was texting DAVID! O: I finally have a way to contact that fool! Texting of doom! It was quite lovely, and I still miss my bestie David because sometimes he disappears and I never know where he is or when I can talk to him.


Over all. I love my two bestie boys David & Kyle dearly. I miss them a lot and today was great :]

Another Satisfying Day :]

Today I just chilled at home and got some stuff done for my Mom.
Soon I just chilled and played games online as usual to kill time.
I was quite tired & hungry but refused to do anything about it D:
Monds came over around 4-5ish I believe
and then we went to Target with my sister!
After dropped off Aileen and then went to Black Box Practice
It was really fun and I actually sang out a lot which I liked :]
A lot of good new songs!
Dexter playing drums while drunk was HILARIOUS
After we headed out to Denny's which was cool
Sonny thought I wanted to race him but I was just tired
When we got to Denny's we were standing by the table for awhile
trying to figure out whos sitting down first LOL
then we had a lot of good jokes and laughs and throwing shit at each other
food of doom!
after we went to my house to chill more till like 4 except sonny left around 3ish
GOOD DAY :]

monds and i
Chevy & part of Sonny's headoscar and kris

Thats All I've Got to Say

“ I’m not going to say it doesn’t hurt me to see you with her — to know I’ve been replaced…. but I will say, I’ve gotten better at accepting it. It doesn’t hurt as much as it used to. I think it’s because I’ve realized — she’s not who I am. And she doesn’t compare. And I know… somewhere down the road, you’ll realize that, too. — JoAnne Golden

Oh deeary!

Today was quite simple. Just didn't really do much!
I surprised myself by cooking myself food! :] I kinda enjoyed it though
After awhile of doing a good nothing. I went to prayer meeting practice!
It went well though half the time I felt lost... LOL
After Gerard and I were playing with Sister Maryann's IPhone which was FUN!
Then we got Sonny to start playing too! I won! :]
We watched UFC for a bit and then Family Guy till 12
I took my sister to CVS
and now I am done!

I hope tomorrow is filled with more fun

why hello hello.

Yesterday

I know that I was folding clothes for a good while. Soon Monica came over and we were just eating in my room and chillin' a lot. I picked up Mond's @ Suzanne Park and headed out to Black Box practice. It was pretty cool. Monica & I tried to play with the puppies of doom, but the mother would bark @ us so we'd sit down till I had to go sing. It was fun & I finally get to sing Crazy For You!! :] Woot! Pretty cool actually. Good practice & I was very tired. I invited Sonny with Monica & Mond's with us to Wingstop & he came along! :] It was cool cause it was his first time. We kept messing around with Monica about what drink we wanted. Apparently we had a choice from 1, 2, & water. Got situated and all talked and smashed Monica with the table! LOL Mond's and his cool throwing shit to the wall and eating it. Sonny and the unusable forks he brought for us & no napkins. We had a lot of jokes which I really enjoyed! :] After we were "kicked out" of Wingstop (not really) and so we chilled in the parking lot. More jokes and all! Oh man. We were there till 1 AM just chilling. After Sonny & I were racing down Amar! I lost. For now. Monica spent the night @ mi casa so we watched Autopsy again. It was funny cause I was texting Sonny @ the same time & Monica & I were just questioning the whole movie the whole time. We realized these people do not have common sense in that movie what so ever! We got sleepy so we put off Quarantine till next time. We were lying there and ended up talking to each other till 5-6 AM. We woke up every now and then and so by almost 2 PM we got out of bed :] Tired.. we got Panera and watched Family Guy! It was cool. For a good hour Monica and I were cleaning windows and Adam & Mond's came to visit which was cool, but I was still cleaning. Monds is like... the Assassin for flies. O: Hmmm after we went to the Park for music & ice cream which was cool! :] Monica and her big stick. We headed to my cousins house to play xbox 360! Monica Monds & Justin are good in Street Fighter. I hate Blanka. .___. lols but the Mortal Combat Vs. DC I think I did well :] :] yep! After Taco Bell and then chillage at my house for a bit. Now I am tired. Cluttered with a lot of thought in my mind. Good day.

How To Save A Life

Today went pretty well honestly. I woke up really tired, as usual. I am kinda getting sad that I can't wake up or too tired to go to church. I need to fix my sleeping pattern! sigh sigh. lol, I woke up helping around the house to clean cause my Lola was gonna come. We were setting up everything for a bbq and all. Monds came over and we watched part of 50 First Dates while waiting and killing time. We were really hungry, or I was to say the least puahaha! :] Idc. Bbq was good and family company was always dandy to me! Lalique joined us in eating and then we did some Karaoke with the Cousins & Den! Pretty tights! Lol trio of doom! I love singing on Karaoke... cause they won't judge me LMAO! Erm. Lalique, Monds, & I went swimming for a good couple of hours! Played games, chillage, talked about life and all, jokes, flipping me, something about boobs, planning, thinking, & etc etc! I miss all of that but I am glad we got to hang outs at least today! Who knows what tomorrow will bring us... I hope we have time for a "quick dip" before BB D:

VLFJKM

Lol, I haven't woken up next to Kyle since the first time I slept over at his house with Alvin & David O: That was long time ago hahaha. It was cool though, we were both tired and lazy. My feet were killing me & everything. I ended up not going to Long Beach cause I was uber tired and sore from last night! As we waited his ride home, Kyle and I chilled as he brushed my hair and all. After he left Monica and I went over to Sonny's place just to chill. When we got there I couldn't help but play with his dog for a really really long time. We watched parts of Pineapple Express, August Rush, & Dude Where's My Car? After, we talked kinda and then played RockBand! It was really fun honestly :] Puahaha, after we all had to jet! I dropped Monica home & then Lalique & Jesmond helped me run errands and do stuff for mi familia... hahahaha. I picked up Fawzi after and we headed to the mall! We chilled with Missy at work for awhile and I bought sweets for the movie for the group! We watched Harry Potter 6! It twas awesome and too many sexual jokes between us all! I couldn't help but laugh when Lalique's siren thing on her phone kept going off!! We went and bought Mc Dee's in a long as line after. Then we ate it at my house! Soon after we went in for a really late night swimming sesh! :] It was hella awesome! After Lalique and Fawzi had to leave, so Monds and I kept swimming still! We were racing and playing Marco Polo with... iono just us two LOL! Then we were able to have a bonding sesh which was quite nice :] After we just chilled and then I took him home! Today was good

thats for all you assholes who are insanely immature. grow up.

OutRAGEous days.

Thursday
I was really glad to see Mond's again :] Sure put a smile on my face. We had Wingstop together. I think I did errands idk I cannot remember what I did that day. I soon went to B.B. practice which was fun. No joke. Sonny just got me mad for a bit in the beginning. S'all good. Covered Lucky with Monds :] Epic fail. But still love you sir!

Friday
Mmm. Woke up to David. I chilled for like 25 minutes at his house. Then took him to school. He thinks I am an unhappy person. I can say I am not, but am at the same time... =/ it is a very complicated situation honestly. After Kyle came over and we chilled at my house for awhile. We ate a hell of a lot of food for breakfast! :] Can I have a *shimmy* hahahahaha. Oh man. A good hour of 20938403 jokes! Once I dropped him off I did stuff at home and then I went to nap for a bit. Kyle came back around 6ish. We chilled more and talked about stuff. Uhm... we got ready and tried to figure out what to wear for the night... LOL we suck at getting ready together! While we waited for Centeno to come we were doing leaps and stuff in the middle of the street. I can honestly say I am glad I was able to do the leap he tried describing to me! I was more surprised I was able to do it! It feels pretty doing it too bad idk how i look like... or if it even looks pretty o: We got juked a couple of times cause each car that passed we thought it was him. So when we finally gave up it was him. lolol. Listened to some AWESOME music in his car I must admit! Rage was fun, ran into Derod & Rj O: lol good times! Good music! A couple of interesting people... some guy with his pants almost off and a good handful of guys with their shirts off. I accidentally danced onto a guy with a boner... some dude stared at my tits... some guy had a shirt that said vaginas is for lovers and followed us... someone either called me cute or complimented my boobs... some girl snapped her fingers at me angrily and said... "yeth". LITERALLY. LOL Good stuff though a night I will NOT forget! Denny's was like a dead zone for me... our waiter was really "nice" to me.. LOL odd.. @ the current moment is Kyle & I's 2nd sleep over! :]


P.S.
Stop making things more complicated then they are already... Now I start at 0 again... =/

Mmm, what you say?

Today was alright.
I hung out with Monica and it was quite interesting. I got food and took her to get her haircut which came out quite nice honestly! Funny they all thought I wanted the haircut Uhm, took her to buy food and good cake of doom. Red Ribbon you disappointed me for once o: hahaha, uhm.... we chilled in my room and whatever I cannot remember. I just know we went to sleep and stuff. Taught her how to spin a rifle kind of! Lol hey man, it is sure of a step to get two spins! :] I was happy I could do some tricks and sad I can't remember anything! D: What else what else. We had shrimp which I completely failed at honestly. I am somewhat disappointed in myself for that, but I guess it's kind of a good thing. We both got owned after we went to Albertsons. No walk/jog today cause of epic fail. Found the greatest song ever, or for now LOL. Watched Fermata Nowhere online which kinda boosted my day up. Hm... Visited my Lola and the thing she said to me really lifted my mood. :] Blah, I think I am gaining a clutter in my mind that I shall jog tomorrow morning to see if I can fix that damn clutter.

hm.

what am i doing...?







o:

adrian william project

We were always deep in the moment sadly all that happened back then i would right now give up what i got now to be back in your arms i call heaven..
taking off and running as fast as we can possibly go, turning into corners into straight aways about to lose all control keeps on getting worse as the time passes by suffering from your side affects that messes with my mind and i hope thatthis could be just a rough patch just a small scratch just a sorry get over it we'll bend the pieces till they fit till were okay...
(chorus)
just a long time befor we realize that this could only be something bigger then it seems that it scares you and it scares me lets take two steps back hell really we should take three this is what ive been saying finally convinced myself all of these games youre playing does it ever seem to help and just maybe someday youll see yeah youll see..
(chorus)
We were always deep in the moment sadly all that happened back then i would right now give up what i got now to be back in your arms i call heaven..

When the Sun Peeks Through the Clouds

Today I had some alone time with myself & then some time with Monica.
It twas good.

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Sometimes I don't know how to approach my thoughts in my mind. I feel a bit sad or sometimes confused, but I do know that I will always be there by my friends.... regardless of all the drama, fears, tears, anger, confusion, & etc I will be there for & with them. I understand nothing will ever go my way or how I hoped it would have, but I am willing to adapt to change if it will make me a better person. As much as I seem like I hate or struggle with my closest or best friends, I still hope for the best. I do say I stopped hoping for things in the long run, but I know deep down inside, I still have it in me. I've almost lost faith, hope, & strength, but I can say a dear friend
of mine as given it back to me. Many do not know him, but only a few. There are days I have trouble turning to my own friends because I fear of their thoughts & ideas that I feel like I have nowhere to turn, but I want to thank Sonny. He is a good friend though we are barely still getting to understand/know each other. I stopped believining in myself, but I was able to retrieve it. I do miss a lot of my Best Friends... Xanthe whom I barely see, but I know we are always there for each other when in need. Kyle, I haven't seen him since Jennifer's graduation party & fairly talk online at times. Lalique, where I haven't seen her since we watched Transformers2... and is really hard for me to reach at times. Lastly, my dear David. I do not have to see him a lot cause I know he's always there, but I get sad knowing I feel restricted from talking to him. I really miss them & it sucks. But without those conflicts or worries, I know I still have them. If they plan to walk out of my life, I would not walk out of theirs... cause if they needed me I would still
be here. I am not implying they are, but if there chances were there you know where I would stand. Yep. If any of you guys read this, I miss you, love you, & hope for the best.

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The purpose of this, I just wanted to get stuff out of my mind. I have been going out for walks & jogs & I just wanted to clear my mind... & I ended up with all of this. I do not know, I am not sad, I am not worried, I am not happy, I am not anything. I just want people know what is going on I suppose. I want to fix my life & I believe this is the start. I am just tired of people treating me like I am not allowed to make mistakes or whatever. I am only human & I am bound to go through these things. So if anybody has a problem for the fact that I cannot be perfect and live my life, then whatevers & leave me alone. Other than that, please just understand where I am coming from. No one is perfect.

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I have reached another crossroad in my life in making my decision. I am just trying to find my way and I know it is taking a lot of time to find my happiness. God knows I have to face many trials and I am ready. My days have been quite dark for some time... and everything is getting a bit brighter. I can see where I am headed.



Monds, come home safe please.

"this is a song from journey"

gooood times!

Yesterday.... was tight, but I kind of forgot what happened.

Today was cool :] I chilled @ home most of the time. Then.... I went outs with Jesmond which was fun! Then Jojo came over. Black Box practice was really fun! Yup.... :]

TOO MANY JOKES IN MY MIND!

EFF YOU TWITSCOPE!

My Twittascope: Aquarius

Today's serious Full Moon Eclipse is in your 12th House of Destiny, indicating that the choices you must make will have long-lasting consequences. Fortunately, its easy trine to your traditional ruling planet Saturn suggests that a careful decision process will bring better results than an impulsive response. Don't be in a hurry to announce your final answer now, even if you are being asked by others to do so. Tuesday, July 7, 2009




AHHHHH WTF DO I DO D:

We confess our little faults to persuade people that we have no large ones.

Francois de La Rochefoucauld (1613 - 1680)


I am trying to figure out the right from wrong, and move on with a lot of stuff. Many can judge me by what they hear & whatever, but in the end will feel stupid for not knowing the whole truth. Perhaps I've made wrong turns and choices, doesn't mean I can't get back onto the right path.



In the morning I met up with Celine and talked to her for a good 3 hours or less @ Shadow Oak Park which was cool. Got food after then napped @ home. Took Apa to the vet and got lost. Went home. Chat a lot with Kyle my love, then whatevers. Monica dropped off yummy red velvet cupcakes :] ily babygirl!



Oh life. Wish you could be so much easier, but I made a choice to make things difficult.

Super Duper.

Today was quite bland, I woke up in the afternoon. I couldn't really get out of bed for awhile because I was too exhausted and in pain. D: After I finally did get up I was able to move things in the backyard after Aileen cleaned the ground and all which was pretty cool I suppose. Now I am just home chilling. I liked the new Hannah Montana episode.... it was epic and funny! XD Okay. Tis all... I must get back to my thinking of doom.

I'll Be There :]

You and I must make a pact
We must bring salvation back
Where there is love
I'll be there
I'll reach out my hand to you
I'll have faith in all you do
Just call my name
And I'll be there

I'll be there to comfort you
Build my world of dreams around you
I'm so glad I found you yeah
I'll be there with a love so strong
I'll be your strength
You know I'll keep holding on


Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness, well it's all I'm after
Just call my name and
I'll be there
I'll be there to protect you
With an unselfish love that respects you
Just call my name
And I'll be there

Chorus:
I'll be there to comfort you
Build my world of dreams around you
You know I'm so glad that I found you
I'll be there with a love so strong
I'll be your strength
You know I'll keep holding on

See, if you should ever find someone new
I know she better be good to you
'Cause if she doesn't then
I'll be there

Don't you know baby yeah yeah
I'll be there
I'll be there
Just call my name and
I'll be there

I'll be there, baby
You know I'll be there
Just call my name and
I'll be there
Just look over your shoulder
Just call my name and
I'll be there



Oh how this song makes me kind of happy about many things :]

Happy 4th.

My day was completely a bunch of things out of the ordinary, but greatly loved every aspect of it. In the morning I got some stuff out my chest, & today was the start of dooms day! LOL. Not proud. Me talking to David on the phone... while cranky, cramping, & tired, is NOT a good mix. We were really irritated with each other LMAO! We were. We ended up chilling at his house for awhile... ate, talked, ate, Star Wars. Then Celine, Abby, and Co. came (I would name everyone if I could remember...) I just talked a bit with Abby about stuff which was pretty cool! We left and I went home to eat with my family BBQ! :] It twas nice honestly! & then... I went to the park to meet up with everyone again! Lol it was hard for me to be around everyone when I am the only girl there for awhile cause Monica went out with Celine and them. I made crop circles and Monica watched me make a bunch of them! PERFECT CIRCLES! :] Played sardines, opened my mind to someone :] and played till it was dark and hella tiring. Hiding places of DOOM! Everyone soon went to my house to go swimming! Or technically it was... Abby, John, Monica, Mervin, David, Celine, Thomas, Julio, & Matt! It was pretty tight honestly! Good times swimming. Everyone or most had to leave a tad before 11 cause of curfew, so it was just David, Monica, Mervin, and I left swimming. Played shark, Marco Polo, Chicken, Find the Hair Tie, Running in Water, Guess What I Said in the Water, Racing, trio Chicken, & etc. It was fun really! It was a good day. Happy Fourth! Daddy I miss yous.

In Attempt to be a Better Person

well today was a rollercoaster of emotions of doom.

Lets say things didn't start off as smooth as they should have. Dropped off Mervin & David to Abbys and stuff... had a moment with major dramatic shit. I surprised Monica at her house and took her to my place and vented/ranted to her. I felt terrible for doing so, but I did. We watched Obessed, talked, had Panera & talked there, then more time at my house. After awhile I ended up going to Aarons place instead of Odessa's. Monica came with me! It was fun! I talked with Ace, Rainier, Missy, & everyone else! It was fun. Cupcakes with plastic rings on them were awesome! I really miss some of my old friends from the Regiment. Noone has changed! It's pretty awesome and hella funny! I am glad Monica enjoyed all their company! and how they taught her how to play beer pong while I just talked with everyone! I felt sad Aaron was sick but we played Scategories which was really fun! I never realized how much of my brain gets drained all hella fast!! Good times though. I wished I stayed longer, but company with Monica & Old friends = good day! Thank you David for talking things out with me after and not fighting with me. Lmao I mean we never fight, but you know the deal.

Lalique I miss you dearly honestly.
Fawzi we need to hang
Kyle I need a dose of you
David You know where I stand LMAO
Jesmond we needs to talk sir
Monica thank you
Xanthe I love you for life

When Music Can Only Speak For You...

R.I.P. Tita Tessie.

I miss you and love you dearly Tita. My condolences to the Amayo's. I love you all please take care.

I do not think I can take anymore of my family members passing away or anywhere else in this forsaken world. It is so depressing.


Today, I didn't really do much, sister ticked me off in the morning cause I had to buy her food. So meh. I mean I had some of it too, but it's so unhealthy. I'm fat. ANYWHO! Chilled @ home. RB came over. We watched One Tree Hill and I started crying. Talk about story of my life right?! Meh. Monica came over and chilled with us too. Then Xanthe chimed in too! We all chilled around the T.V and then we went to Coldstones for some ice cream! Good times. After that everyone left and I chilled @ home again. Den is over for the weekend I believe...? Family meetin regarding my Tita. I had to babysit the children for a bit then I hung out with my cousins while they played basketball on the xbox360! Funny stuff! I love hanging with my cousins they're funny. So we talked about stuff about my Tita and I still do not know what we are doing anymore.


I do not know what mood I am in. =/

My Sisters Keeper

was a great movie. Reminded me too much of what I went through with my Dad. No regrets what so ever. I miss him and love him dearly. I cried like there was no tomorrow through almost the whole movie hahaha.



I would blog about my past two days, but I'll sum it up quickly.

Yesterday I hung out with my Best Friend, Xanthe, & it was awesome. I love her because shes like my little sister :] Then saved Kittens with Monica! Visited my Lola... she was able to see through the pain in my eyes that I tried hiding from everyone. Explanation shall be told next time... if asked. I suppose.


Today I had to take care of the kittens that pooped and pee'd all over my bed... but its okay. Jesmond helped me take care of them. Monica joined in the escapade which was quite dandy as we took quizzes. Can't remember too much. Chipotle, St. Lorenzo, movies with family. Good day. Lots to think about.


Btw. Bug bite of doom on my ass.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON RICAFORT