What's Your Sunday Secret...?

over & over again.

Who Am I To Say...

... You Love Me? (Hope)
lol goood song



I picked up David to head over to St. Elizabeth's to sing for like an hour. Pretty cool met up with Lalique, Jesmond, Rey, Mae, Russel, & Ariel! Had fun in the room just chillin' and listening to people sing & catching up! Then we had the actual performance which was fun even though I got all nervous suddenly O: lmao Hmmmm... After we had free food and played with the kiddies. Ariel, David, & I raided the vending machine which was fun! :] Then I took home Ariel. David & I just chilled at his house all day. Just talked, catch up, clean the house, wash cars, talk with his brothers, play with Doggie Babies :], more chillin, attempted to sleep, many jokes, made pizza, etc. After he came over to my house a bit and played with my big baby boys Brownie & Brown, then chilled and talked, slept, watched Man vs. Wild, Caprisun, etc. then back to his house and chilled for a bit then YUP! I enjoy these once a week or so chill days :] It's quite refreshing and chill. It always makes me happy to approach my week... so THANK YOU DAVID VINLUAN HAIG for being such an awesome best friend :] :]

Boring = Fun O:

the little things that I am doing is quite enjoyable.
First of

Thursday: 10 Month Death Anni Daddy <3 style="font-weight: bold;">Friday:

Today was pretty cool. I woke up to Jesmonds text and then showered and got ready. Then David called me so I went to his house and dropped off his paper and then chilled for a bit. After I took him to school. I went home did stuff then picked up Mond's and let Aquino hear my song for tomorrow. Lol "Look happy singing the song" HAHAHA nice, hopefully I'll be more awake! After I cleaned around the house and bought food. I ran into Phoenix which was pretty tight! :] Miss that guy. We had a few moments catching up and all that jazz. I went home again and washed my car! :] Hella happy for that! Did more cleaning then got ready. Visited Aj, Franz, Rb, Derek, Dusty, Lawerence, & Kaycee at Shadow Oak Park. Pretty tight to be honest! Hella fun convo and I really missed AJ O: they played bball.. lmao LA, "My Balls Are On FIRE!" LMAO! nice. After I picked up Jojo and headed to the Prayer Meeting. It went pretty well and I am glad he enjoyed it :] Surprised Jesmond showed up O: Chilled @ my house after I took Jojo home. LMAO Good times Monds Good times...

Transformers 2

Tuesday
I took my dog to the wrong vet yesterday so I was kinda bummed out about that. Then Monica and I went out for Lunch @ Red Robin which was pretty tight! It was the first time I actually ate Onion Rings O: so Kudos to her! Puahahaha! Stopped by Forever21 & made myself hella depressed that I couldn't buy anything. Headed home... and then I took my sister to the doctor. I was supposed to hang out with Jojo, but yeah... Stupid stuff happened. I drove around while Aileen was at the doctors. I got lost, then I realized I knew the streets so XD I was there for like a good 2 hours and talked with Jojo on the phone for a bit. =] After I went home... & then I visited my Lola @ my Tita's house! She says some pretty funny stuff I have to admit! =] I love my cousins and family hella funny. Jesmond came over after I got back kinda & practice/searched for songs to sing on Saturday. Finally found one! Mhm He was over till 2am I believe... =] Idk how I feel about him growing out his hair, but I love touching it! Puahahah I suck at tower blocks. After I stayed up talking on facebook with Sonny for a bit while playing facebook games. I slept @ 4ish....

Wednesday

Transformers2! Such a good movie x] Woke up @ 7 or something... Bong really pissed me off in the morning... I felt bad I was all hella angry @ Fawzi when he called! sorry man. As I was getting ready I was surprised D called me! I thought it was my alarm... o: Had a VLFJ day and I loved it! Good times Good times. I LOVE YOU LALIQUE! I always seem to miss her the mostest along with David & Kyle too D: But I promise you Lalique... when we watch Harry Potter it'll be my turn to drive! XD Bloop. after the movies... we.... ate @ the mall, visited Davids mom, shopped @ Forever21, Victoria's Secret, & home. When I got home I had to take Aileen to Panera Bread. So I did which I didn't mind so much, I was just really tired. I tried sleeping when I got home, but failed miserably. I went to practice @ 630 and it was pretty good. Sadly, I was half awake most of the time until towards the end of practice. I started to "wake up". Lol Its fun hanging with them after practice cause its always funny and different. Like we always do other things idk. Hahaha BUT I had fun x] They kept saying I'd treat them out to watch Transformers2 but they said it in Tagalog like I couldn't understand some of it! PUAHAH! I was down to watch it again, but sadly.... I guess not... D: I talked with D for awhile which was cool. Cute stuffs! Then hurried home! NOW IM CHATTING! =] kinda.

"It may sound boring, but it's the boring things I remember the most..."

- Up (great movie)



For some reason... that line relates to me in many ways... mhm mhm... I like to keep my life simple now a days... It's a start right? =] Today my day went pretty well. I sold my books in the morning and got $50 which was pretty cool. I still have 6 more books to sell to CSULA so I should be doing alright... right? Lol after I cleaned my room for a bit and the house and then Monica and I headed to Panera Bread! The lady at the cash register remembers my name! LMAO! O: She is really funny though =] Monica & I had a really good conversation and talked bout stuffs as usual >.<> Love her! We soon went to watch UP! That movie is such a great movie. I believe I either laughed really loud, or at the verge of crying!! AH! I love it i love it! Now I am currently lying down and staring at Apa kinda.. cause she keeps licking my arm as if it were Jesmonds head o: Puahaha! Lol Well I am in a really great mood! =] I have lots to think again as always but in a good way!

Happy Fathers Day

I can truly say. It's weird knowing that my Dad isn't here with us for the first time to celebrate Father's Day. I really miss him a lot. I love you Dad... Please remain watching over us. RIP.

Saturday

Well I started my day trying to figure out what to wear and do all day for the Graduation parties I was attending to. Monica & I went to Denny's for breakfast and talked about things just to have a "girl-to-girl" thing. Lol Quite lovely my dear friend! After I got ready for Jennifer's Graduation party and I ended up being the first one there! o: Puahaha. I got to talk with Mike & his friend or meet his friend lols. Kyle is hella funny! THATS ALL! Irene and I were tryinig to catch up on some stuff but it was kind of hard to talk about things when people were sitting around us staring kinda.. or butting into our conversation. D: SO we planned a day for us to hang and watch UP! woot woot Kyle & Irene helped me dress up for Laliques party which was kind of fun/funny! x] As soon as I got ready I went back to say my goodbyes and dropped Irene home! I went to Laliques and met up with Fawzi and Lalique in the front. Sooner we got Monds and went around her casa! Me gusta sushi! XD LOL Mond's and I talked for awhile and then we just chilled with everyone in her living room I believe? Jesmond kept playing the beginning of songs then would change it laters hahaha! Fun stuff. Then I met up with the Haigs in the front and guided them around the house. Lol it was cool beans. Jesmonds mom is too funny I got to admit! x] AHHH Tita Claudia and Tita Jennette shouldn't be put together LOL >.<>

Sunday

I woke up early cause we headed to Forest Lawn to do some paper work about something which took longer than ever. After we went and visited my Daddy! YAY! I cleaned his tombstone so it was good in the hood! x] We went to Town Sent cause we ordered food from there but Rachel went through some hella drama today! O: lols Headed over to my house and ate for awhile then slept till the party at my Aunt's house. We got there around 4ish and then hung out with the cousins! LOL I learned a lot about Ross that I didn't even know!?! My cousins and I were just cracking jokes for a good hour or 2! x] I love them dearly! Eventually we all got sleepy and whatevers and jetted. I was supposed to go out after but plans changed so its all good! I am currently lying in bed witha headache from the car ride earlier =[ Lol I am bored though but s'all good I like being home! Hrm.......... I needs ta get my act together! o: Lol but seriously I do. I am currently excited for what lies for me this week =]


I LOVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS!

The Start of Something New

Thursday

In the morning I went out with Kevin for breakfast! It was pretty cool because we were there for along time, but we caught up with things pretty good! Love him like a brother! x] After I just cleaned I think. I cannot remember the rest of my day except play Chain Rxn on Facebook & Prayer Meeting Rehearsal! Prayer meeting rehearsal was kinda funny... I cannot say why, but it was hilarious with all this random things going on! Puahahaha! @ night I went to my Auntie Silvia's house and spent the night for my Lola and my cousins! I felt all lame cause Chris (Cousin's Husband) gave me Tylynol to take care of my allergies... & so... I knocked out...

Friday

This morning I was chill I went to the mall alone to buy some things. I got something to wear for Laliques tomorrow! =] Puahahah! Most of my time I was talking with Kyle online which was quite fun! Hmm.. I cleaned the house which wasn't so bad kinda.. then Monica & Ariel went with me to get my haircut o: lol yeah. It's.. different hahahaha thats all I am going to say! Monica, Ariel, & "whatever" LMAO chilled at my house for awhile it was fun! Manipis!! Puahaha! Lots of jokes kinda idk.. Blarghs..! The remaining time before I went to prayer meeting I was just texting Aaron Ricafort! Lol funny guy to talk to or to have a conversation with! lol Prayer meeting was really fun too! Lol Brother Alvin made another short joke... except it was outloud.. through a microphone =[ lolololol Hrm... after Seraphim (my cousin) came to my house and chilled. She was kinda trashed cause of the party she went to so it was kinda funny. She went with me to drop David home which was pretty cool/funny cause of the kind of conversation we were having in the car! Good times. Anywho we didn't stay out long cause I didn't want any of them to get in trouble so I took them backs! So.. thats my day! I cannot wait till I "party hop" tomorrow! Lol technically I was invited to both but you know what I mean! =]

I have noticed that lately I've been... "connecting" with the people I was close to in the past! I love it to be honest! I really miss everyone & catching up with everyone is great! I can tell things are going way differently that I would have hoped, but I guess I prefer this than anything pretty lame! I have a bunch of mixed feeling spewing around, but I love it!!

Laker Parade of Doom

Waking up early apparently failed big time! Or. not as planned. Went out with two lovely people to see the parade! We got hella lost and too much random shit kept happening! I realized it is bad for me to drink iced coffee to 'wake me up' cause.. i end up knocking out big time! Puahahaha we all had to pee and it was horrible trying to hold it in for like 2 hours or so. =[ Lol! But YUP! I had fun and had a great adventure. I know its so vague... but whatever I can't really say much because... of stuff.... Toodle Loo!

Lady Date

Since Monica & I haven't had one of our "gay dates" we finally had one today. I picked her up from school and then we did recycles! Some weird guy was trying to flirt with me... but uhm... I saw Julian out of it so it is awesome! We rented He's Just Not That Into You & Bride Wars! We first watched well.. the first one! Lol shit made us cry... lmao Monica... "DON'T JUDGE ME!" Puahaha. Good movie. Then again. I hate it at the same time (Not literally) but the fact that its so accurate kinda.. Lol After we headed out to eat Shrimp! LOL dude we were so hungry and had a great convo! We left the place still hungry o: That usually never happens... LOL Hmm... after we proceeded to eat some ice cream! $1 Scoop! Woot Woot! What else what else. MM! We watched Bride Wars when we got to my house which is a pretty bomb movie! The whole time I thought of Xanthe & I think Monica was thinking about Burrito >.< after ="]" life ="]">

Oh Flashlight O:

Today I went to Church with Jesmond and ran into Chevy & Leizel! Mass was aite. After I went to David's house to chill for the day! It was quite fun actually. When I got there I realized that David and I matched... Green plaided shorts or pjs... and a white shirt... lolol. I enjoyed sleeping & watching tv on the floor since I can't really do that at my house... we had jokes, talks, did laundry, play with the dogs, play with George for a really long time, Duke and his cone thing, Ruca and her pounces, & many more! I really liked his song! o: Puahahah We took pictures kinda er.. yaeh kinda hahaha We were watching tv while pressing the camera button... We watched the Avatar Marathon! That was freaking awesome! Lol I had to explain to Kevin what was going on cause it was kinda his first time watching it! XD I saw Lyss & Ryan! Lol I had a lot of fun and I am glad I got to hang with him. I had like a piggy back ride of doom. I was rammed into the walls and doors and Kevin was just laughing at me the whole time hahaha! Bloop!.. Stupid Blogspot keeps erasing the rest of my damn blog so I'll update it later....



Pictures from last night with Monds and Today with David:

Happy Birthday Fawzi Homsi!

This morning was quite difficult to wake up... BUT I got ready to go out for Fawzi's bday! VLFJ+Ba met up at my house and then we bothered Aileen while she was still sleeping. After we headed to the Ice Skating Rink! =] It was hella fun thats all I got to say. Ate at CPK good food =] On the way home I got food coma so I was taken home and I K.O'd! Once I woke up I got ready for prayer meeting which went pretty well I got to admit. =] Yuhp. Yuhp! Now I am home... waiting to go out with the familia to watch a movie that I have no idea of. LOL. YUHP! okay Done.



Btw...
I've been listening to Change Me by Keri Hilson & Akon...
makes me think a lot about things and life in general. I love it.
The lyrics are quite powerful if you can relate or understand
Heres a blurb that I liked from it:


Why would you wanna change me, arrange me
Is that what you call love?
Maybe you need somebody different
Somebody who fits you like a glove
But don't change everything that you love
About me when you know that I love you

Congrats to the NHS c/o 09

Well well well.. what to say what to say.
Last night I did some intense studying for the final today and I pray that I did well on the final! o: lols After Rainier and I ventured into the dorming areas and got lost... "stairs of doom" sucks when you have asthma but I LIVED! After I went home and got ready to eat breakfast with Jesmond! It was quite nice because we haven't really gone out just us two for awhile & it was cool =] no worries! Made a really lame poster for Kyle but I made it with love! =] Puahaha! Went out with Fawzi & Monica for awhile... & weird things happened... like.. the girl that walked up to me and called me a pretty girl... and the worker at giant dollar thought Fawzi said Earphones when he clearly said Airhorns... -___- Lol.. interesting people... After we chilled at NHS before graduation started. I hung out with Mond's while Fawzi & Monica were across the street. Then I conversated with David for quite some time =] Funny funny guy! Then we had to consult with Juco that her outfit was perfectly fine puahaha. MmMm I met up with Fawzi & Monica on the bleachers after talking with David... we sat with Lalique, Joshy, & Jesmonds family! =]Major cute stuff going on. VIP did fantastic on the Star Spangled Banner! =] Love it! But really congrats to the c/o 09 since there are many of you that graduated that I love dearly. I said my greetings and hellos and ily's to people after graduations and had a mini reunion! I am really glad I talked with Kevin today cause I miss that little brother of mine! =[ Love him dearly. I was with Kyle most of the time.. then David.. then Kevin.. then Jojo LOL interesting changes of people o: After Dinner @ Olive Garden for my cousins graduation dinner! I got to say.. I LOVE MY FAMILY A LOT! Hella loud and funny as hell! To keep it quick: talked about movies, life, stories, throwing bread, laker game on that small device, cheering for laker game, too much food, long beach, etc... =] I love it like seriously!


It's gonna be Fawzi's Birthday soon =] ILY!!!!

Never.

Blame others for your actions. No matter how bad things get, you know which way to go and how to make your decisions. Don't be blind. Open your eyes. It's hard, but its also harder on others. Do not mess with the people I truly care about.

Well I think I am pretty much skrewed for tomorrow's final for Soc because my "study group" thing completely failed. Rainier and I were only free in the afternoon... and Mei has errands during the time we are free. =[ BUT after church practice perhaps I shall head over to Rainiers place to study a bit and then study online.

@ least I get to see my fellow loves tomorrow graduate & if I do not do well this quarter then I shall fix things up next quarter & get my act straightened out. Or it is, just stupid school gave me the wrong books. -___- I should start selling my books too & make up my language class.

FYI
My internet is fixed so now I have internet all over my house again like I did 5 months ago! =]

Thanks Monds for coming over yesterday and chillin' with me for a bit! It was nice singing random thoughts, though I did very poorly on mines =[ Puahahaha! "The Best Friend Song" LMAO I didn't mean to yell stupid at you... only Brown -the dog.

Topsy Turvy! I am feeling tired as ever, but I have a lot of things to look forward to and not to look forward to. LOL


I PRAY I GET A JOB!

<3vlfjdk

Through all my ups and down. I am surprised that I was able to keep in touch with vlfjkd through my whole first year in college! It is not a bad thing, but more proud and happy. We've gone through a lot of drifting, parting, problems, and etc., but I learned that even though distance has keep us apart and time... in the end they still remain to be there till the end. They stuck it out with me through the good and bad... was there for me through the thick and thin. Nonetheless, this year was the worst year I have ever experienced... but helped our friendship grow stronger and fonder. I know it sounds bad, but it is not. I love you guys to the fullest and for being my bestest friends since last year to now! =]

keeping this simple.

i admire you.

Your Name On A Grain Of Rice

Saturday

Well to make it a bit quick. We went to Venice Beach which was really fun to say the least! After Monica and I went to the Hospital and hung out with my cousin Ritchie! =] Lol he's hella tight. Got Starbucks and all! Monds came... hella long of a night. We had taco burgers which was bomb and I went home around 7 am...

Sunday

I was dead tired from the Hospital that I showered and knocked out as soon as I could. Around 10 AM I went over to Davids house and got kind of lost. Lols! Said Hi to the parentals and Lyss! =] If I can do an overall jist of what happened. Just did a lot of sleeping, talking, catching up, gossip, more talking, watched TV on his awesome TV!, more talking, drawing, lunch!, more talking, happy tears, laughing, jokes, more gossip, realization, understanding, and making the best of it all! Lol. I love my dear David Haig. He's such a great best friend!! =]Puahaha love that guy. Anywho,I went to the hospital to see my Lola MUCH better! =] My cousin Ritchie took us (me, aileen, monica, and monds) to Wingstop! YUM!!! David told me about the Lemon Pepper! XD Anywho bomb cause we watched the game too! Then more visiting and etc. =] YUHP! I know this is all so vague and whatevers. but IDC!



I'm Lovin' All of This!



PS.
You create our own story in your life. Don't try copying someone elses. You DIG?!

"Many People Walk In & Out of Your Life...

... But Only True Friends Will Leave Footprints In Your Heart."
- Eleanor Roosevelt

I am not gonna talk about my whole day, just one part specifically.

I found it quite fun and interesting at the NHS Choir Banquet 08-09
Our table consisted Fawzi, Lalique, Jesmond, Brian, Juco, Lauren, Jesse, Joshy, and Kyle!
Kyle left us all to get food ahead of us... and then talking at the table was fun. Good music and musicians! Gotta love the "Fly" part in Laliques song! Puahah Monds! Fawzi took a lot of pictures! People enjoyed the slideshow and I am more than relieved! =] Awards were full of surprises and cuteness! I surprisingly ate the STRAWBERRY ICE CREAM. O: well technically I just dipped my spoon in it and then ate what was on the spoon... STILL its an improvement. Danced with a bunch of people! I am more than happy to say I danced with most of my best friends! Lol David and his silly dance moves seems to enlighten me for some odd reason :P Dancing with Kyle and David at the same time is so confusing but hella fun! Lalique I LOVE YOU MOSTEST! =] & Monds I am always there to dance with ;] LOL CHUBS! jk jk jk. or not. Danced behind a lot of random people! LOL David and I pwn'd Mervin when he wasn't even looking. Cha cha with Kyle was kind of difficult and funny at the same time. I came upon asthma at some point o: Monica can't hang lol you liar! I danced with CJ which was kinda fun/funny cause I never thought that would've happened. I had a random lapdance from _____ and let me tell you, it was terrible but FUNNY! haha, uhm... more stuff happened... OH! Took pictures with my two lovely boys DAVID AND KYLE! Lol it became a "simple" picture to "modeling" poses! HAHAHA then Jesmond came in it... then Mervin and Galo got in it! I got to admit, they came out AWESOME! LOL though I look nasty, but whatever. Chilled with Kyle a bit more. VLFJ took 293480 pictures! I love my Best Friends for like... ever! Yuhp. =]

Slap Yo' Face Into Reality.

Though I am surprisingly happy with things (kind of), I have found a greater annoyance in my life.

To "speak" to others about this. I just wanna say grow up, move on, and get on with it.

Sad, but Happy.

All I can say was that Soc. was kinda funny today =] thats all.

I saw and talked to David today. I can say that I really enjoyed it all. Though at one point my happiness kind of dropped, and he knew it, but its okay I rose again. I suppose this is what being a best friend is. Happy for one another and really really mean it. =] Esp. when nothing is going to change between each other. Love you my dear Best Friend

& to my Favorite Best Friend everrr!!
I have your back Xanthe Babycakes =] No worries through the thick and thin!

I am very appreciative about a lot of things today even though I am in excruciating pain

I'm In a Glass Box Full of Emotions!

Well today wasn't too bad.
I need to make things a bit quick.

Went to Nogales to work on somethings. I felt my boobs were bigger than usual which Idk how to feel about that hahahahahaha. Talked a lot with Lalique and bought her McDees before my arrival. Worked on the slideshow for awhile and then slept. Talked more and more with other people. David hugged me after he played basketball and he was all hella sweaty.... the rest you can figure out. UHM. went out with Jen Mendez which was pretty cool i love that girl! =] Then at home I interneted for awhile which was awesome. Then I got the bad news that my Lola was in the hospital so around 7 we went to visit her. Ran into my cousin and Uncle that I really really miss =] I cried when I saw my Lola... reminded me of my dad.. BLAH.. after a few hours she finally woke up and we were able to talk to her a bit and she kept singing but still struggled with breathing and stuff.. God Bless her soul in getting better. I met a cousin I never knew about ahhaha. Hm... Finished some homework.
tomorrow my final for english. Im am and not excited at the same time.
then after visit my lola again! =]

My Life is like a Basket of Fruits...

... Always Afraid to Try New Things

BUT

It's time to put that freak em' dress on! LMAO
I am glad I figured something out... right Fawzi?!?! =]


hahaha today was alright
kinda sad i don't have english anymore, just a final and a portfolio to turn in.. D:
i hope the best!





Jasmine Rafael sings wise words